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freedom man that's what it's all about [Music] you've got to groove on freedom like the good book says [Music] welcome you are listening to what on earth is happening this show will discuss the topics of human consciousness mind control natural law the occult and all issues that affect the freedom of the people of earth what on earth is happening will endeavor to shine light upon the darkness of our world and to offer empowering solutions to the problems we face as humanity approaches its critical moment of choice and now here is your host mark pascio [Music] welcome one and all you're watching what on earth is happening i'm your host mark pascio my website what on earth is happening.com ladies and gentlemen government is slavery and here on what on earth is happening we are ending slavery one mind at a time welcome one and all and thank you for tuning in today today is sunday february 6 2022. the show is live from january through june every sunday at three o'clock p.m eastern u.s time today's episode is episode number 241 and our topic for today's show is shadow work exposing the psychological fear factors that stop us from beginning in the great work and this is probably going to be a uh first uh of a series of shows on shadow work i don't know if i'll do them all together uh you know back to back but we will have um a large topic on the show of shadow work and there'll be some future shows on this topic as well so this is going to be the first shadow work what on earth is happening show and you hear a lot about this topic especially in spiritual and new age circles and communities but i don't think you're going to quite hear about this form of shadow work uh related to doing the great work and what is holding people back from speaking out and that's really going to be the topic of today's show and how fears about our own inadequacies uh stop us from ever beginning and make us remain as the dark occultists refer to most people as the unbegun so that's coming up very shortly on what on earth is happening let's uh jump over to my laptop and my slides for today i have a few quick housekeeping announcements to make of course this is the artwork for today's show thank you to will keller for the podcast art and let's uh let's jump into some housekeeping announcements let me start off with some bad news as i told people that there probably would be as of last week i saw this coming and indeed patreon has banned me so now not only am i now banned from paypal but i'm also banned from patreon and i haven't even gone deep into uncovering the whole scandemic you know the whole pandemic slash scam democr i've just referred to it as a psyop i haven't even gone into deep aspects of it i've simply told my take that this is a psychological warfare operation waged against the american public and anybody who's really buying into it is a fearful child because you don't understand how the government how secret societies how intelligence agencies that are the dark occult orders of our world in the modern day operate and the psyops that they perform to get the public to believe what they want and that's all this whole modern uh you know so-called pandemic is it's it's just a psychological warfare op just like 911 was a psychological warfare op you know and people still can't see it and they still buy into it because they're fearful children cosmic children that have never grown into psychological adulthood that will believe whatever they're presented as long as it comes from a so-called authority figure because again they're not grown up enough to employ the trivia method and determine the truth for themselves and this is what patreon is this is what the people who work at patreon are you're psychological infants you don't understand the world that is taking place around you you don't understand your own inner world you have no idea about how the human psychology works the highest up levels of this organization probably take their marching orders directly from dark occultists and or secret society and or intelligence agency assets or agents and they don't give a rat [ __ ] about what is right or wrong you are human vermin you are nazi trash you are communist trash you're authoritarian trash you're the destroyers of freedom you're the destroyers of free speech you're immoral garbage as human beings and your parents were immoral garbage as human beings because they gave birth to children that they didn't give a rat [ __ ] about morally educating and that's who you are as human beings that's who you are deep in your rat [ __ ] black heart and i'm not gonna make any bones about it trash your nazi scumbags your communist [ __ ] scumbags and you're not going to tell somebody who knows what's operating in this world who understands the level of evil operating in this world that my world view is wrong and yours is right because you're an ignorant scumbag [ __ ] and i'm correct so go ahead and ban me you won't stop me you could ban everybody from your platform you're not stopping me from speaking you rat [ __ ] garbage and for anybody that thinks this isn't the proper emotional reaction there's something wrong with you boy there's something wrong with you little girl you're the problem because you don't get emotionally involved enough to care about doing something you haven't transmuted that anger into right action that's the problem and i have so don't tell me about how to do it i know exactly what i'm doing and how to do it there's nothing wrong with me there's wrong with people who don't give a [ __ ] about censorship there's wrong with people who don't give a [ __ ] about the continuing encroachments on our freedom you have the problem you're emotionally stunted you don't have the right sacred anger to do something that's the problem don't tell me it's my problem no i'm correct and mine is the correct emotional reaction to what's taking place in this rat hole let's get that straight and let's get it straight that if you're a new viewer to this show you shouldn't be watching now that's your problem that's you doing things in the wrong order go back to number one and listen and watch in order and keep your mind volume at a low level so you learn something because that's the problem with even the viewers of this show you don't listen you don't learn you're too up here you don't you haven't learned how to quiet that and listen to wisdom that's why most of you ain't doing [ __ ] you're kicking back you're watching it like it's a [ __ ] movie and it ain't it requires your personal participation so this is what they're doing it's an ongoing effort to bankrupt people to de bankroll them to make sure that they can't fund their operation and i told you already in the last couple weeks folks i can't i can no longer really fund what on earth is happening i'm being honest with you i don't care who thinks that that's embarrassing i don't really give a [ __ ] i'll air out dirty laundry i've done it before i i'm not some proud [ __ ] that sits back saying you you can't find any chinks or weakness in my armor i'm a real human being going through real problems like everybody else is and this is what they're doing they're defunding people's operations now this isn't going to stop me i'm going to keep speaking if i even if i have to go back to an audio only podcast with no streaming where i might have to pre-record and then just upload later who knows that that might be what what on earth is happening goes back to you know but i'll still have the technology to do that but let me tell you something folks this operation is in severe jeopardy that's all i can say i don't know how many weeks i'll be able to continue doing this again i've told people i'm having other problems that may have me out of a house very shortly so i may not even be at this location anymore which has been even just fortunate fortunate for me to be at and i may have to go and um either find something ultra small back to you know when i was living out of one room and not really doing much of anything because i was so cramped i couldn't even do anything practically or i might have to even temporarily move in with family members so i don't even know what's going to go on in my personal future as living situation goes and part of it is i can't fund my operation anymore because of these nazi scumbag [ __ ] who think they're doing something good and you're not you're all nazi trash this is exactly what the nazis were like they're good little [ __ ] rat order followers that don't care about what's right or wrong that go and listen to authority figures and just do the authoritarian trash that they're told to do the authoritarian immoral actions that they're commanded that's how your nazis you may not be killing jews not now but you are doing the same thing the nazis did you're doing the same thing the authoritarian communists did you're doing the same thing any trash authority authoritarian figure did throughout human history you're following your orders medical people are following their orders pharmaceutical people are far following their orders people in government are following their orders people in big tech are following their orders and you're not doing what's right you're doing what is wrong you are silenced silent trying to silence through defunding them a moral human being that is speaking out against tyranny i'm trying to help you by helping to secure your freedom and what are you doing you're helping the tyrants that's an authoritarian piece of nazi [ __ ] scum and that's what you are people who work for patreon people who work for organizations like paypal or gofundme and you're doing it in a totally partisan manner because the new nazi party that's rising up the new communist party that's rising up is the democratic party and guess what i'm not picking up for republicans don't think that i'm on that side of the aisle either it's all [ __ ] it's all hegelian dialect to keep you in slavery but let me tell you what's starting to become emerge as the one party that cannot be challenged and that is this rat so-called woke that's bastardizing the definition of woke there they may be woke from a programmed point of view but they're not awakened to any true level of consciousness and that's the the people in the far left democratic democratic party in america and that's who patreon's a part of taking their marching orders from china probably we're taking their marching orders from some intelligence agency or think tank and you guys are immoral [ __ ] filth and here's the problem most people won't just come out and tell you that to your face you had trash for upbringing your parents were garbage your parents were a moral [ __ ] filth just like you that's the real answer that's the truth of the matter so i want everybody who has followed me on patreon and supported me on patreon you got to pull your funding from patreon especially from my from my page if you keep trying to put it in there i don't i'm not even going to vouch for the safety of any of those funds i take no responsibility because i'm off this platform okay so you cannot continue to put money in the the account that you were helping me helping fund my operation month after month because it's not going to go to me and i don't know if patreon is going to just absolutely [ __ ] steal that money i wouldn't put it past them i saw anybody that's participating in government inspired censorship government commanded censorship authoritarian censorship i wouldn't support them with one penny in any aspect no matter what platform you want to support it's an unstable platform that they could steal from you at any given second they could steal the funds you're putting in through them so i wouldn't trust them as far as i could throw their whole [ __ ] corporate headquarters and i would pull my support from operations that are doing this to people not just because it's happening to me anybody who's doing uh censorship like this people shouldn't be supporting them that's why stop supporting youtube take your stop uh putting um what do you call it uh monetizing your channels all you're doing is paying youtube's sponsors by doing that that's it and you're helping fund them through blood money i challenge all people on the youtube platform to defund their whole platform demonetize it keep your information on there for educational purposes but demonetize your channel and then let's see how you fund your operation so i'm moving on into other areas like i still have ways of donating to me but let me tell you something folks we're being increasingly pushed back and pushed back and pushed back and pushed back and the only option the only real recourse is becoming cryptocurrency and i've been an advocate of cryptocurrency not saying it's like the somehow the savior of the universe but people have to start understanding crypto and using it using it on an everyday basis and this community is still totally ignorant in that almost everybody i talk to in in this element of the freedom community from the perspective of people who really know my work and no consciousness they're technically absolutely illiterate they're totally dumb asses when it comes to technology which is why i teach the how to become the true media seminar to try to educate people who remain dumbasses in their skill sets when it comes to tech and don't understand it and fear it because they don't understand it let me tell you something people like that are [ __ ] idiots because they don't understand the method that's going to get the word out and they don't understand the method that's going to help fund people who are getting the word out they want to believe intelligence operatives operatives to come on social media and tell you that crypto is the mark of the beast you don't know what the [ __ ] you're talking about because you're a technological [ __ ] [ __ ] that's the answer to that that's the truth of the matter okay get as [ __ ] offended about it as you like i don't give a [ __ ] who i'm offending whether i'm friends with you or not whether you like me before you don't like me now i could give a [ __ ] that's the truth of the matter the problem is when it comes to tech you just dumb son you just dumb and that's all there is to it and you got to get educated you got to turn your [ __ ] ignorance around and and commute it into [ __ ] actual intelligence so that you could use it for the right reasons in the world to do the right things with that technology now you got people in this community who are total [ __ ] imbecile luddites they don't know the first thing about the first [ __ ] thing when it comes to the tech world and they think they're helping you're [ __ ] ralph wiggin with your [ __ ] goddamn finger up your [ __ ] nose okay that's what you are saying i'm helping you're not helping [ __ ] you don't know how to help that's the answer that's the truth of the matter get used to it i'm going to be as harsh as i ever was when it comes to telling people the truth about where they're [ __ ] at in their [ __ ] up mentality so as you could tell i'm a little fired up today it's not going to deter me nazi scumbag [ __ ] trash at patreon and paypal you're not going to stop this one you're out of your [ __ ] gourd if you think you're going to stop this one you don't know who you're [ __ ] dealing with nazi scumbag [ __ ] trash communist scumbag [ __ ] trash you don't know who you're dealing with your parents [ __ ] you up boy your parents [ __ ] you up little child they were nazi trash and communist trash your parents were [ __ ] scum that's the truth they didn't teach you morality you [ __ ] piece of dirt and guess what folks this is what spirituality really is this is telling people how much they're [ __ ] up and if you're not doing that you don't understand you don't yet understand and you think you do you don't understand [ __ ] i'm so tired of this community i'm so sick of you you're no nothings you haven't grown you haven't worked yourself you're sitting on your [ __ ] ass doing nothing watching reality like it's some [ __ ] movie and it's it ain't a [ __ ] movie to watch and say let me observe and see how this turns out you're a [ __ ] participant in life dumbass i've created a page on subscribe star they claim that they're anti-censorship and are appalled at the censorship policies that are taking place that's what they claim right on their front page so i've created a subscribe star account you could donate to me at subscribe star subscribe star dot com slash mark pacio if you are so inclined to make a donation through subscribe star you can go and do that at that page i put it on my donation page on what on earth is happening and i put it on the donation page on the one great work network subscribestar.com mark pacio once again i don't care who i offend i'll lose all my subscribers by telling the truth if i have to i'm not interested in how much money comes in i require those resources to continue the operation in the form that it exists that is true that's not a [ __ ] story that's reality that's true but guess what if it means me not telling the truth and the operation gets defunded then i'm not doing that to maintain funds and blow smoke up people's ass i will not do if i tell the truth and you get offended and you don't want to support me so [ __ ] be it i'll be bankrupt this show will not be able to continue but i'll still speak the truth [ __ ] you're not going to stop me from doing that i don't care if i'm a old poor man and a [ __ ] gutter if that's what the universe has chosen for me then so be it that's what it will occur and i'll still be speaking truth in the [ __ ] gutter nobody's gonna tell me what to [ __ ] say not this one you don't own me boy you don't know me little [ __ ] [ __ ] girl you don't know what you're [ __ ] talking about and i do the people who want to de-platform people you haven't looked into [ __ ] about this world so let's see if subscribe star is true to their word on their front page of their site that says they're not going to de-platform people they're not going to censor people from saying what they want to say because they believe in freedom of speech well we'll hold you to that let's see if it's true or let's see if you're nazi scum and communist scum because that's what almost all the other funding platforms are paypal patreon gofundme you're all nazi and communist [ __ ] trash scumbags and history is going to record that history is going to tell the truth about that you're not going to escape that karma [ __ ] that'll be recorded and etched into the systemic living memory of memory of creation and you'll be held accountable for your actions by creation you may not think that that's how it works but that's how it works you'll find out you'll draw your last breath one day with a horror stricken look in your eyes i'm going to be very peaceful when that day comes cause i know i did what i was meant to do here i fulfilled my purpose with courage i'm not a [ __ ] coward like the people at [ __ ] paypal patreon and gofundme you're you're scumbag immoral trash cowards and guess what i don't need to do a [ __ ] thing to people like that living as yourselves is your own punishment because i can't the worst punishment i could imagine is being somebody like that imagine being a piece of [ __ ] garbage like you wow that would be the hell of all hells so i've added subscribe star to my donation methods let's see if it holds they hold true to their word i'm going to give them the benefit of the doubt let's see if it is true that they are anti-censorship of course weeks ago we moved to the new what on earth is happening 3.0 streamlined platform where i'm running without a crew i'm running solo and it's been going fairly well i'm happy with how the shows have been going we're running on a six month on six month off schedule from january through june july through december i teach the how to become the true media seminar to try to educate some of the luddites out there and it's not all luddites that attend the class i don't want to be all too harsh on people it's people who want to learn and who unfortunately haven't begun truly learning technology and how to put the word out through technology you look at what i'm doing every week folks streaming live on what on earth is happening one great work network a whole network of over 50 content creators that i helped to inspire and create we're streaming live on twitch we're streaming live on telegram we're streaming live on traditional platforms like facebook twitter youtube d live all of those platforms this show is simulcast on and you know that's how you get the word out that's how you put it out there you learn how to do this and then you put it out there on whatever basis you want on whatever you know timeline you want you do it in your own time frame according to you getting your material organized and together and formalized and putting it out into the world that's how you do the one great work and i personally love highlighting other people who do the one great work when i recognize really great work that's out there i want you guys to know about who those people are who those other content creators are and to that effect i created the one great work network you could visit it at onegreatworknetwork.com we have 53 awesome content creators on the platform that's of course including myself myself and 52 other content creators you can go to their blog page by just clicking their avatar their content creator avatar on the site and you see all the articles that they've put up whether they're in the form of text and images or audio or video we have tons of media on the site okay so go up there click into another content creator's blog you could find a donation link for them on there support them because they need support just as much as i do to 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material for today's broadcast which is the first in a i guess you could call it a sub series here on what on earth is happening called shadow work i'm gonna probably do other uh sub series uh podcasts i'm gonna have one called um psyops we're gonna do a whole series of shows called psyops on what on earth is happening this is the first in what i would call a subseries called shadow work so this introduces the shadow work series of broadcasts on what on earth is happening and this isn't going to be like your new age so-called shadow work folks this is going to be real psychological occult shadow work that i'm explaining to people the practical methods of how to do it and the consciousness that needs to underlie this type of shadow work so um i'm probably going to do another whole sub series called satanic mindset so think about these overarching series of shows that we're going to have on what on earth is happening we're going to have a whole shadow work series we're going to have a whole psyops series and i'm going to do a whole series called the satanic mindset of dot dot dot we're going to have the satanic mindset of people in the medical community we're going to have the satanic mindset of software developers which i've harped on so much the whole software community for that matter i'm going to have a whole podcast the satanic mindset of people in the martial arts community you know there's so many people that believe they're doing something that is good and yet they're still in the mindset of satanism still in the heart of satanism because they don't understand what higher consciousness really looks like and acts like they've believed the fairy tale about what that is and that's what the shadow works series is all about it's exposing your [ __ ] story to yourself the [ __ ] story that you're still speaking through your lips you're still speaking up here in your head in your internal dialogue and you're still telling yourself because you still want to hear it some parts of you still want to hear [ __ ] deep down in your psyche you still want to take in [ __ ] you still want to hear [ __ ] and most of all and most importantly you still want to tell yourself [ __ ] you still want to lie to yourself and you're really good at lying to yourself most people in this world are fantastic self-liars they're brilliant at lying to themselves they'll make up the most ridiculous [ __ ] nonsense just to lie to themselves and listen to their own [ __ ] anything but facing the truth inside their own selves anything but that death before that death before that that is what the ego says so let me tell you something folks even for long time listeners this isn't going to be easy for a lot of people to hear as you could already tell i'm already up in people's faces telling them things that they don't want to hear the shadow work series is going to get very very hard on you i'm just letting you know that in advance because guess what there's so many people out there that you think you know what's going on and you think you're like because you know that's helping like i said you're [ __ ] ralph wiggum on the symptoms with your finger and your nose up to the [ __ ] hilt saying i'm helping you're not helping you're a [ __ ] piece of garbage that's doing nothing that only gives a [ __ ] about yourself 95 of people are in that category or more you're not helping you're saying that you're helping you believe in your own [ __ ] that you're helping and you got no [ __ ] skin in the game because you're a [ __ ] coward this is what you got to look at when you when it comes to shadow work it's not just that it's how much are you self sabotaging yourself how much are you [ __ ] up yourself this is what shadow work is exposing how because you don't want to hear the truth about some aspect of reality because you think you know better are you [ __ ] yourself up see folks the whole thing about physician heal thyself take the big log out of your eye before you complain about my tiny little splinter i've done this i've done it i'm not in the glass house throwing stones at the wall you want to say i haven't done it go right ahead it's untrue i know the work that i've done i know the hours that i've put in i know the years that i've put in you don't know what i've done or put in you hear my anger and that makes you think i'm somehow all [ __ ] up you're wrong and you don't know what the [ __ ] you're talking about boy you don't know this one don't think you [ __ ] know me because you don't [ __ ] know me do you get it right out there i'm telling my own listeners you don't [ __ ] know me you don't know who i am you don't know what i do on a [ __ ] daily basis at all not even a little bit don't come at me like you [ __ ] know me or who i am because you don't you haven't seen [ __ ] about what i've done you've seen seen the tiny little tip of the [ __ ] iceberg the point points out above the the water level and you haven't seen the colossal mountain that lies beneath the [ __ ] surface that's the work i've done you think because you see what you see here on a weekly basis on the air it represents my the totality of my [ __ ] work upon myself or influencing others you don't know what the [ __ ] you're talking about you haven't seen [ __ ] of what i've done let's get that clear and straight first before anybody starts complaining about me or my work secondly i've told people i'm not interested in your criticism when i'm interested in your [ __ ] criticism i'll ask for it and i haven't asked for it before i even start in i'm very happy to be able to report somebody showed me where you could turn comments off on odyssey they added it finally i it's buried way down in settings somewhere i had to dig for it but i found it settings are off comments are off in odyssey because you know what you know what the people who post on other people's youtube or odyssey or any social media platforms quite frankly your people who don't have your own workout your little [ __ ] mouth mealy mouth little children that are spewing garbage nonsense that people don't want to hear and haven't asked for i don't need your [ __ ] comments i don't need your criticism i need your help in putting the great work out and you're not doing it you're bothering commenting on other people's [ __ ] work instead of doing your [ __ ] own because you're [ __ ] know nothing so happen listen to anything that's been said since day one and i'm supposed to be calm about it while the world's [ __ ] burning yeah get the [ __ ] out of here take your new age [ __ ] somewhere else now i'm speaking the [ __ ] truth hardcore out in the [ __ ] open like a real man you don't like it go [ __ ] yourself and folks i said i was going to try to keep my anger down to a low rolling boil but guess what i'm i'm really i'm done i'm i'm done with people i'm i'm i'm sick of it i'm fired up today i don't want to hear other people's nonsense i don't want to hear what they think they know when they haven't done [ __ ] you got no skin in the game little child you got no skin in the game you don't know what that phrase [ __ ] means look it up it means you ain't put nothing on the line to make your little [ __ ] comment on a social media post you ain't doing nothing you think you're doing something you're a milli mouth little punk [ __ ] loser child that's what you are who's doing nothing in the world thinking that you're helping and you ain't helping [ __ ] and it doesn't matter how old you are you could be 85 [ __ ] years old i'm talking to you people who are older think they know somehow better and have more wisdom it doesn't work out that way in the real [ __ ] world you could be 18 years old and you could be extremely wise you could be 85 and you could be a dumb bag of [ __ ] but here's the thing unless you've done this internal type of shadow work and you're honest with yourself you got to look in your mirror and say what have you really done have you really taken in the truth regarding what you need to take it in about are you ignoring whole [ __ ] avenues whole aspects of reality that you you think you have something that you've understood and you haven't understood [ __ ] about it because you've not looked into it deeply enough you haven't done enough [ __ ] homework you haven't done the the aggregation of the grammar in the trivia method you haven't even done step one and you want to think you're on to [ __ ] doing helping teaching the world when you don't even have the information aggregated i see this in just about every aspect of the world people who have a tiny little bit of knowledge about the occult and you think you understand it people who have a tiny little bit of knowledge about health and you think you understand it this is a huge thing people think that they haven't understood when it comes to what's going on with nutrition and the body and health and they don't know [ __ ] dick about it is what they know then they're trying to tell other people how it [ __ ] works or getting angry when people are laying out the [ __ ] truth about how it really [ __ ] works people who want to say they know what spirituality is and they have no [ __ ] idea and they're teaching false [ __ ] variants new age [ __ ] about real spirituality obfuscating the issue and making people [ __ ] go down the wrong path they're actually doing damage when it comes to that this is what the whole new age community is doing so let's get into this let's get into what real occult shadow work is about and to understand it you have to go back to basics folks you got to go back to the building blocks that's why i say even if you have watched what on earth is happening the whole podcast series in order for all the way through starting at number one if you've made it all the way through and you've heard my progression from a calm teacher into somebody who's raging about the injustice in our world and most of all raging about the continued ignorance that's happening in this world especially from my viewing audience who thinks they understand you don't understand because you're not doing it saying that you understand doesn't mean that you do work means that you do effort means that you do stopping making excuses means that you do true beginning in the work means that you do internally and externally not just internally it has to start internally people who say oh anybody who who's yeah they've worked upon themselves and healed themselves will never express anger you're a false [ __ ] teacher you're wrong you're incorrect and your ego won't let you see it righteous indignation is part of spirituality and people who haven't gotten it who haven't listened to the power of me being within the spirit of truth and being this angry because of what people have done and [ __ ] up the world you don't get it you're not in true spirit you're not awakened you're still blue pilled and you think you're red pill but you're not this is what i talked about when brandon spencer called into the show last week people who think they're red pill and they're still firmly taking the blue pill there's just a red coating on the top of it to get you to swallow it and you think you're red pilled you ain't red pill for worth of [ __ ] you're still swallowing the blue pill every [ __ ] goddamn day so even two people who have gotten it you got to go back and review basics because people forget the basics all the time when it comes to consciousness there's only two forces operating in the world there's fear and there's love and we have to stop throwing around this word love in this wishy-washy soft-ass fashion that means you're a weakling love is not unconditional i care about everybody even if they're hurting me it's that's [ __ ] that's nonsense that's new age garbage that's false fake ass christian garbage nonsense you know what you're doing by doing by saying that that's even what love is you're aiding and abetting evil in the world to run rampant in the world that's what you're doing you're aiding in a bed let me say it again if you think total unconditional love for people who are totally evil and destroying people's rights is something that you should be practicing in the world you are an aider and on the better of evil you yourself i don't give a [ __ ] whether you consider yourself christian and you've bought into the notion that that's what christianity is you're you're totally [ __ ] played child you're played by [ __ ] religion and [ __ ] new ageism you're played by it and that's the problem there's very little true discernment when it comes to this word let's re-examine these two polarities and get them straight and really deeply understand what they are fear ultimately is the contraction of consciousness fears what makes people stay silent fear is what makes people not begin the one great work of changing their mindset truly and then working in the world in the very real physical reality to influence others minds to change as well in the same ways fear is what leads to total cowardice fear is what leads to total inaction fears what leads to earthly attachment where you say well i can't do this because i gotta worry about the money that i make in my job i can't do this because i gotta worry about maintaining relationships and family fears what says i i can't do this because i gotta worry about whatever other worldly attachments career money etc all it is is a [ __ ] excuse and that's the first thing that has to be understood about doing shadow work you gotta get into the habit of hardcore telling yourself the [ __ ] truth about yourself point the finger this way and be hard this is what the pillar of severity on the tree of life is about harshness toward the self don't take any of your own [ __ ] don't take any of your own lies about yourself because we all do this way too often we're good [ __ ] storytellers and we're good [ __ ] story swallowers and this is all fear-based see how many people will come right out on the air and tell people about themselves tell people about how they were conned how they were played what their [ __ ] stories were to themselves not many people have that kind of courage this is what i've been doing since day one here that's why i'm saying don't tell me about what i'm doing i know exactly what the [ __ ] i'm doing worry about what you're doing [ __ ] we're done being baby baby spoon feeding and being nice about it i'm not that person anymore i'm not wearing that mask anymore i was always this person that's what you guys gotta [ __ ] realize i was always the harsh nasty mark pacio who's going to be an old crotchety [ __ ] man that was always who i was i was wearing the mask to be nice enough to put the work out in the other way so people would at least listen to it because they're too much of [ __ ] babies to hear it out strong and out in the open but true nonetheless most of all what fear is is the absence of the other polarity love if you're in fear that means you're in a lack of love consciousness and that doesn't mean wishy-washy oh let's swallow them up and rock them like a little baby that's not what this means folks you got to get it out of your head that this is what love is is is wishy-washy nicety i'm not saying you can't experience that type of emotion in the world with people that you care about i'm not knocking it i'm saying that's not what it means capital l capital o capital v capital e in all [ __ ] big caps quadruple underlined as a cosmic force you got to get that notion of love out of your head that is familial love that is theolos that is eros eros and filos at best we're not talking about that here when we're talking about the forces that ultimately create in the universe the whole manifested condition of an entire species we are talking about agape love agape means love in the wire consciousness sense love for all love for truth we're not just talking about love between people of course that's a dynamic that is important in life you want to experience that experience it total attachment to it is part of the problem because then we have more loyalty to people than we do to principles and truth and that's what shadow work is about discovering are you in that attachment are you are you in that trap and even if it means you have to forgo relationships and friendships it doesn't mean you can't have them but you know what most people do they make the relationship and the friendship and the familial the familiality okay they make that their soul fidelity the thing that they are going to be so loyal to and then when it comes to being loyal to truth or loyal to principles loyal to higher consciousness loyal loyalness to truth love and freedom true love and freedom then they're out they're nowhere to be seen they have no skin in that game because they have the attachment to the other forms of love and real shadow work is about making you re-examine these attachments and i was talking about it earlier i had read many reviews of this movie and never watched it in my whole life and people have ultra strong feelings about this movie i might break it down on a future show they they have no idea what it really means it's uh the last temptation of christ and i just watched it actually last night because i heard read all these reviews about so horrible look at how it's depicting jesus it's a reinterpretation of the new new testament biblical allegory of christ okay which again i've talked about in ad infinitum you don't need to believe in her historicity the actual historical existence of the figure of jesus in the new testament to understand the allegorical importance of the new testament story so i'm not going to even get into that breaking down religion and astro theology we've done it a billion [ __ ] times here on what on earth is happening for people who haven't [ __ ] listened okay go back and watch and listen to the podcasts in order download the images go through it all read the books that were pointed to and then you'll have an understanding and you won't be a know-nothing who thinks you know something so this movie came out in the 80s and i've never seen it because i just thought it was some stupid religious movie until i understood what it's really about by watching it and decoding the allegory it's about attachment to the familial form of love and not doing the cosmic form of love because you're attached to the familial form this is the so-called last temptation brought to the the biblical figure of jesus in the movie by satan satan tempts him with you're going to live your life and die as a normal person loved by family members and die comfortably in your own home instead of on the cross of course the cross is an allegory for doing the great work it's also an allegory about dying on the cross of the zodiac because jesus is the astro theological figure of the sun who dies on the cross on the winter solstice in december and then rises up again after going through three houses of the zodiac and rising up again on the eastern horizon as the resurrected sun in the sky on the eastern horizon at the spring equinox astro theology not that hard to understand to decode the movie shows how you know this man displays his worldliness wants the burden alleviated from him and then the spirit comes to him and says oh you don't need to do that you don't need to make that sacrifice of your life you know takes him down off the cross brings him to a loving family that he lives out his whole days and is prepared to die and judas of all people is portrayed as the one who reminds him of what he's there to do his purpose very similar to the christian allegory of the matrix resurrection you know and the judas figure again that was the crew of the um uh nemesin i couldn't remember the name the greek goddess of memory the crew the the plaque references mark 3 19 which is uh judas you know and that's the crew represents that they're willing to make the sacrifice to do what needs to be done so judas is willing to turn in jesus in the movie and this is jesus's own idea in the movie i like the twists that are presented in it but the reason i'm even bringing it up is because it is about the real form of love the cosmic form of love versus the familial form of love which acts as a restraint which acts as an attachment to worldly things which we're going to talk about in this episode deeply and you know if it goes longer than it goes maybe we'll pick it up next week it'll go as long as it has to i'm going to say everything i want to say about it i'm not going to rush this okay so we have to understand what we're talking about when we talk about real love versus false love real love is the exp the force that expands consciousness it doesn't keep it in a cage it doesn't try to curl it up and ball it up and keep it down it wants higher levels of evolutionary development and differentiation and energy it is the absence of fear from a cosmic perspective it doesn't mean there's nothing you're ever anxious or angry about it means that you're going to act in spite of those things in spite of those reservations or hesitations it means that the cosmic form of love overrules all those fear factors and allows you to act in spite of them even being present you transcend them you overcome them you push through them you power through them this is a repeated motif you have to power through the things that hold you back fear leads to courage and inaction and love leads to courage i'm sorry fear leads to cowardice and inaction and love true love leads to courage and right action fear is the force in the world of the occult that is known as involution and involution is the force that stagnates consciousness that prevents it from evolving and prevents it from moving forward and growing into higher forms and higher levels involution they refer to this as in occult spheres of influence and thought so if you're you ever see the word involution when you come in across an occult tome or text that's what really is the force of fear holding everything back making things stay anchored and stagnant and not moving forward not progressing and this is what our world is trapped in our world is trapped in this contraction of consciousness low awareness low information the absence of true love of care for principles care for what is right care for freedom leading the whole species into cowardice into inaction not taking any right action and therefore as a species in our evolutionary development of consciousness we are in a state of involution or stagnation while conversely if we truly do the shadow work to remove not even remove that fear but transmute it and conquer it in the moment it doesn't mean that you've buried it forever and you're never going to experience fear ever again this is a lie this is also a trap there is no such thing as that perfect being that never experiences fear the being that is working with their qualities and transmuting them to higher purpose is the one who has the fear feels it acknowledges acknowledges that it is there and moves forward in spite of it see this whole dynamic of spite even has a purpose right we say oh what's one of the lowest forms of conscience you could have spite just doing something for spite i do most of my behaviors in the state of spite it's in a state of in spite of fear in spite of evil it means those things are there and i'm gonna do what i'm gonna do anyway that's courage that's what right action demands of us it demands those sacrifices we have to stop seeing this as one being everyone can be that higher level consciousness being we are all the one we are all the christ in consciousness if we accept to set aside those worldly attachments and do what we know to be right which isn't even a true choice it's the ultimate dialectical choice we know what we have to do at the level of true agape love and at the level of true consciousness we know already what we need to do we know the sacrifice that we have to make we're not doing it because so much fear is present in our hearts that's the problem shadow work helps us work through those fears to act in spite of them it doesn't mean it's going to 100 percent erase them let's get that totally clear and understood if you believe that you've bought some [ __ ] boys and girls you've bought some [ __ ] that the new age community wants to sell sell you that you should never get angry that you should never be fearful that you should never have any anxiety over anything [ __ ] [ __ ] and this is what they're telling you because they want you to think it's some unattainable [ __ ] goal that can never be aspired to that can never be reached they're not giving you the real [ __ ] they're not telling you the real things that are hard to hear they want to tell you what you like to hear because then you'll go and fill up their pocketbooks see you'll fill their pockets i'm not asking for your money i want your understanding the money to continue the worldly thing that i need to do with the equipment i need to do with is one thing yeah that is required it's a requirement guess what if it's not there oh well i'm not gonna compromise my principles or the truth i'm gonna i'm not here to be friends with people and or be successful or popular i'm here to speak the hard truth that needs to be spoken and the [ __ ] i'm gonna tell you is gonna make you wanna punch me in the [ __ ] mouth turn the [ __ ] show off and never listen again because it's hard to hear but it's true nonetheless if we're going to really express true love in the world from a higher level of consciousness which means we are going to work against the forces that shut consciousness down we are going to work against the forces that shut down freedom in any aspect it means we have to develop real courage we have to stop being a [ __ ] coward we have to put skin in the game we have to stop maintaining nothing but worldly attachments which is what almost everybody does that's all they give a [ __ ] about is themselves in their own and that's the problem if i'm talking about you take it to heart it means you're the problem if i'm not talking about you continue to do what you're doing you're not the problem this is what people have to discern what do you think i'm i'm saying this just to to say something to be comfortable or to have something to do i'm saying this to make people uncomfortable people are too [ __ ] damn comfortable in what they're already doing even though they're doing [ __ ] nothing that's the problem they're doing nothing and they're comfortable staying there what do you think you're you're growing and evolving you're stagnating you're involution has you fear has you car cowardice has you all the things that destroy consciousness they got you and you you want to say you want freedom you can [ __ ] say that with your [ __ ] tongue all day long you little [ __ ] doesn't mean you want it you're lying to yourself lying to yourself i know most people won't even make it through this episode and i don't give a [ __ ] okay i'm gonna come out with the real hardcore [ __ ] about this because it's not understood hasn't been understood since day one when i explained it nice and baby spoon feeding it to you with a nice shitty ingredient on my face the wearing the [ __ ] mask i was wearing the master all off let's be [ __ ] naked in fr in front of the spirit of creation and let's say everybody see who we are and i may not be nice but i'm good i may not be nice but what i'm saying is true being nice is my prerogative that's my choice i did it enough with zero result as a matter of fact moving backwards no growth totally shutting down consciousness further since the day one that i've been doing this [ __ ] i don't need to be nice about it don't [ __ ] tell me what i need to do and don't need to do when you've done [ __ ] balls that's what you've done true cosmic agape love is the absence of fear it leads the meaning that you work through your fear in spite of it it leads to true courage true right action and in in occult terms it is the true force of evolution and growth in the universe it is what moves us to higher levels of awareness and consciousness if we don't get this basic and understand what force is the driving motivational force behind our behavior in the world or all part of shadow work the first part of shadow work is asking this question what has been your motivation in life have you really chosen what you've chosen out of love or out of fear are you really doing the will of creation or is fear holding you back from doing the will of creation this is all the new testament figure of jesus was asking everybody to consider when he was telling them you have to act in love most people don't even know what it means let alone are they acting in it they're totally attached to the worldly and the physical they're worried about what they have to lose this is what the whole matrix allegory was about desire of what you want paired up in a dipole right in an electrical power pumping dipole with neo and trinity fear of the desire for what you want you say you want real freedom but fear of what you're going to have to lose you might have to lose each other you might have to lose your life you might have to lose things that you're attached to in the physical in the illusion in the matrix right which is really representative of the false reality we're all living in that this stuff doesn't really have any value we just believe it does because there is no true value in a state of enslavement it's what niobi loses sight of she's so proud of all the things that they've created in the physical world in io but she's lost sight that she's not even caring about freeing other human beings minds and bodies from the matrix she's letting them use them as as a source of energy this is what a lot of people who live out in remote areas oh look at me i'm so proud that i live out in a remote area and i grow all this food on my own and i don't have to be dependent on the state i'm very [ __ ] proud of you but guess what there are other people who they're not that's not going to be their reality let's face it the world's population is concentrated in cities and most people don't even have the resources to [ __ ] move anywhere [ __ ] you don't want to consider that secondly nor should they nobody should have their rights stripped from them just because they live in a [ __ ] city and this is what people who live in rural areas think as if you're helping because you're out in the middle of [ __ ] nowhere doing nothing get the [ __ ] out of here go [ __ ] yourself you don't know what the [ __ ] you're talking about you think you're a spiritual being please we're all in this together truly from a true sense with the enemy being tyranny and people who live out in the middle of nowhere want to say they don't give a [ __ ] about city people the [ __ ] out of here [ __ ] selfish [ __ ] it's what people are they only give a [ __ ] about themselves they don't talk about anything from a wider perspective because they're they're in a trap up here in their [ __ ] ego and they can't get out of it then they even think they see it and they think they see the way out and it's another [ __ ] trap they can't truly get out of it they're not really hearing what i've been telling them all these years but [ __ ] doing exactly what the [ __ ] satan has told me i'd be doing screaming into the [ __ ] wind because they know this place is beyond [ __ ] help it's in such [ __ ] thrall it's in such a trance that nobody will ever take him out of it and guess what i'm not here to do that i'm here as a testament to the truth that's it i'm just here to speak what is true so that people can just have the judgment that they want that's it you're gonna have it and anybody that says god doesn't judge people don't judge you're also full of [ __ ] creation judges there it's not a contest but it is a it is all about whether you've evolved or whether you've stayed stagnant has evolution progressed or has involution taken over and then there's judgment yes there is that's how the universe works this you could look at it like games a video game level it's not a game either but you could look at it like that there are tests you could call them tests of strength you can call them tests of endurance and there is reward and failure because that's what moves people forward or shows them how they failed there is reward and failure reward and judgment it is real it operates in the world it operates through the physical domain and people don't want to understand that they want it to work the way they want part of shadow work is you gotta stop lying to yourself and stop dreaming you gotta stop telling yourself [ __ ] stories and you gotta stop believing little fairy tale nonsense about how you believe the world works because somebody who who doesn't really know how it works got you to believe their [ __ ] story and you bought into it hook line and sinker and you don't want to admit that you got [ __ ] played like a little [ __ ] kid so the first thing is we need to review go back to episode one review fear versus love consciousness these are the only two forces you're ultimately creating with these are the prima materia that we create everything out of everything else that we build in our reality is an expression of these forces that's it and this simple principle still to this day is not firmly understood by most people because they don't really know what the terms mean and they don't know the forms of them that are that are actually acting in the world they think the family based love which isn't helping them to do the great work is on the green side here under the love column and it's not it's one of the attachments that is leading to cowardice and in action again don't take my words out of contest context and say oh he's saying any family connections are bad that's not what i said [ __ ] this is what people do they rush to put words in your [ __ ] mouth that i didn't say i'm saying maintaining a total attachment to that form of love which is the lower form of love than agape love that is theolos and then even lower than that is um eros love physical love okay putting those before agape love is staying in a form of worldly attachment preventing you from attaining cosmic love and doing the great work which is why it's used so much as an excuse we're going to look at the biggest excuses in shadow work when you start making your lists of here's why i'm not doing the great work and here's why i should be doing it we look at the four i've obtained data from a lot of people that i've spoken to over the years and i've maintained a document where i have all their answers right and i'm not putting it out publicly with their names on it right i don't do things like that i'm not going to dox anybody or tell other people other people's psychological profiles but people who were kind enough to share personal information with me right i just make a document and put here was their answer is why they're not starting here with some of their answers about why they think they should begin and i just tallied them up tallied them up tally them up over the years probably doing this for about 10 years and i just put together the four main answers of why people don't do it and why people do it and you'll find that this will be representative of just about any answer you'll ever get if you get any other answers there'll be few it will be few of these where a few people have these other fears but the majority of people have these main four fears and a majority of people also know the main four reasons they should really be doing the work but the fear unfortunately has been a stronger force in this world that's why i say what is the stronger force in the world today is it love or fear and if you do this type of shadow work and you tell yourself that right now in this moment on earth love is stronger than fear you are an absolute [ __ ] liar to yourself fear has this world and that's the problem that's what needs to be fixed that's what needs to be conquered that's what we need saving from if the world needs salvation from anything it needs salvation from fear this is the force that is destroying the world this is the force that is holding us back in our evolutionary progress fear over every little [ __ ] thing the government tells us we should be afraid of fear of true freedom because we don't want the responsibility that must as a requirement go hand in hand with true freedom you know that's what people are afraid of the most responsibility cosmic adulthood so go back to the basic building blocks and really get them correct don't think you know them know them in and out and most people still don't know them they hear what they want to hear once again a big part of shadow work is shutting the [ __ ] up shut the [ __ ] up and listen that's a big part of shadow work that's the number one part of shadow work shut this the [ __ ] off use the wisdom that is way way way way way buried down in there in the subconscious shut the [ __ ] kind of [ __ ] work that's going on and on and on and on and on and on and rambling about [ __ ] nothing shut it the [ __ ] off like you shut off a television or a radio you need to shut the [ __ ] up shut that voice the [ __ ] up pound it into submission if you have to but shut it the [ __ ] up right let's not go oh just do this man try and meditate no do whatever you have to shut that voice the [ __ ] up it doesn't know [ __ ] it doesn't know how to listen to wisdom it's too busy yapping yapping yapping yep shut it the [ __ ] up that's number one in shadow work learn to listen to the voice of wisdom it's always talking but it doesn't talk about a [ __ ] whisper i could scream it and it's still the same but when i got it it's just there talking straight as as a steady [ __ ] truth whisper that's never really going away you just gotta shut off the yap yap yap happy happy happy happy happy app i learned how to do that that's a skill you gotta learn how to do that first and foremost get comfortable with silence get comfortable with sitting in a chair and looking at yourself in a mirror and just shut the [ __ ] up and be silent don't say a word don't have any distractions there's there's the first part of how you really understand what real love is versus what real fear is you'll get that just by quieting the [ __ ] chatter of the mind most people that they'll never even do that they're so afraid of being alone with themselves don't get me wrong folks sometimes i get anxious over how bad the condition of the world is you know it isn't about me worrying about who i am deep inside and chatter going off of telling me lies about myself i i accepted the truth of who i am and i'm doing pretty [ __ ] damn well in the inner regard in the spiritual and mental regard mentally and emotionally it gets hard sometimes because how [ __ ] up everybody else is on this planet how weak they are how fearful they are they're weak and fearful children even if they think they're doing something that's good and they don't want to tell themselves the truth they want to tell themselves some [ __ ] story and they're really good at telling [ __ ] stories to themselves see that's the thing you say whatever the [ __ ] you want about mark pacio but don't call me a bullshitter to myself i'm honest with myself i'll tell you right out in the [ __ ] open my failings my weaknesses the things that i'm not proud of the things that i know i haven't done well and guess what i don't need you to [ __ ] tell me i know what i'm doing well i know what i have to work on i make a point of learning those [ __ ] things i don't want anybody's suggestions about what i need to do here on what on earth is happening go do your own [ __ ] [ __ ] don't worry about what i'm doing i'll do what i want it's my prerogative it's my [ __ ] show go get your own loser when i want your opinion i'll [ __ ] ask for it i haven't asked for anybody's opinion i'm not interested in what kind of a job you think i'm doing i don't need your [ __ ] opinion i need your help [Music] in doing the great work you're so worried about what i'm doing you're not doing your own [ __ ] work go do your own [ __ ] work instead of criticizing others i'm trying to tell people what's stopping you and your own [ __ ] [ __ ] up mind from starting doing it do you think you're helping by criticizing somebody else instead of [ __ ] doing the work this is part of the [ __ ] work explaining to people what's so [ __ ] up inside of you what are you such a fearful loser for how much do you hate yourself that you're such a [ __ ] fearful [ __ ] loser that you won't even put your voice out there when tyranny and evil and evil have conquered the [ __ ] world and you're a [ __ ] slave and you think that criticizing other people who are doing the work is a way out of slavery you're a [ __ ] loser whose [ __ ] parents [ __ ] you up and we're going to stay real [ __ ] harsh on it it's going to get worse so let's move on get this slide understand it understand sit and ask yourself what is your motivation and your behavior and your actions and be honest with yourself you have to be honest with yourself the choice to begin this one great work and really do the shadow work is literally like the choice in the matrix of taking the red pill or the blue pill and i would say that of course in the matrix allegory the red pill represents the truth it represents stop seeing the illusion that the blue pill is keeping you in telling you everything is okay telling you the government is just fine telling you that you're not a slave take the red pill and understand what's really going on in the world that's what the red pill represents it represents truth and knowledge but let me tell you something folks we have to take it a step beyond this it's not just about the red pill versus the blue pill there's another allegorical set of pills in our very real world that we have to make a dialectical choice between and some people have put out these you know concepts out into the world relating to the pills of the matrix the red pill and the blue pill representing the choice between truth and illusion slash falseness slash fantasy which the blue pill represents but what shadow work it goes beyond this because shadow work isn't even just about the truth about the external world it's not the truth about political uh you know illusion it's not the truth about the the banking cartels and the truth about the pharmaceutical cartels etc all of those 3d institutions and complexes and you know ways of deceiving people in the world and keeping us in the state of physical slavery that we're in yes we need knowledge of those things but shadow work you could know all those things you could have taken the red pill and as i say you're still really ultimately blue pill when it comes to the level of true spiritual awakening because you could be in a trap of just those 3d things you're not really working on yourself to say i need to take this to a higher level in consciousness where i wake up to a point where i take action in the physical world what are you creating this is what you have to ask yourself when you do shadow work okay i've taken the red pill that leads to another fork see you go down that path of taking the red pill right you take it you go all the way down that road and it goes for miles and miles and miles but then you come up to another fork and the other fork that you come up to is the choice between the gold pill and the black pill that's the second fork in the road that you come up to on this journey this is another dialectic that most people choose the black pill and you know what that means the black pill is [ __ ] taking real world right action i took the red pill i went all the way down the path i know what there is to know about the 3d aspects of the whole worldly system of control and [ __ ] it i'm not doing anything to help i'm not doing anything to transmute consciousness we're doomed there's nothing i can do i'm powerless little me i'm not going to take it a step beyond that in consciousness and say i'm going to put my creativity to work in the world to create something that didn't exist before to try to inspire others to change the black pill is i don't give a [ __ ] i may know what's going on and it's all [ __ ] hopeless and i'm doing nothing and you know what that helps and you know what that changes a big [ __ ] goose egg is who that helps and what it changes and everybody can say i don't give a [ __ ] but then that's going to be your karma and that's what you're going to be judged by creation according to whether you think so or not the gold pill on the other hand is what shadow work will lead you to shadow work is what i had to sit down with myself and do because i was there i was the one who had taken the red pill and was about to go down the black pill path of it's all doom and gloom i'm just gonna learn what i learned i'm just gonna you know try to make my own situation as comfortable as possible and [ __ ] everybody else until a woman in virginia said to me what makes you think you have the right to do that you think that's spirituality you think you're on the right path when you're not speaking when you're not speaking out when you just know everything you know like a living library and you're doing nothing she said you're a living library of information and you're doing nothing with it and you think you have the right to do that and that's what started my real shadow work yeah i may have been doing it on a low level but i started doing it on a deeper level once that was said to me and that's what i'm saying to people today don't think you're gold pill just because you're red pilled because you're not most of you went red pill to black pill and you're doing absolutely squat zero this episode of what on earth is happening is about shadow work and to get you to make the choice to take the gold pill and to abandon taking the black pill the black pill doesn't lead anywhere except the abyss it's [ __ ] it's a trap it's another dialectical illusion the gold pill is activating and doing the great work in the real world and again we're going to be ultra harsh on people who say they want freedom and have not taken the gold pill and activated themselves in the realm of action to really influence other people and change the world they haven't done it that's what shadow work will help you to do you got to get to the gold mine take the gold pill to open up the mind even further you can know everything there is to know about the whole realm of conspiracy about the whole realm of control about everything that's going on in the physical domain but how have you changed yourself spiritually are you involved in right action in the world to help influence others to change if you could honestly look at your face in the mirror and said i've done everything within my power and capability to do that then fine the harshness is not directed toward you then wonderful you've done a good job continue to do the good job that you've been doing and this isn't about you but if you can look at yourself in the mirror and you can't say i've done everything that i can with my capabilities with my willpower with my knowledge i've complained and i haven't really done anything once again you want to you want a real world gauge for this go on to any search engine and type your full name in double quotes into a search engine and you'll see what you've done it will be a mirror coming right back at you through those search results to tell you what you've done how have you helped other people publicly in the world how have you influenced other people to change positively have you or have you just [ __ ] complained about loss of freedom yeah you may know everything there is to know about it but if all you're doing is complaining about it don't tell me you've done anything about it and taking the gold pills being honest with yourself truly assessing what you've really done no more excuses no more lying to yourself and most people man i'm telling you they'll kick this [ __ ] pill they'll say give me a baseball bat so i could hit this out of the [ __ ] park i want absolutely nothing to do with the gold pill because you know where that place is the responsibility squarely on my own shoulders you know the the gold pill makes you stop pointing the finger out it makes you stop pointing the finger out and makes you point the finger squarely at yourself and say what the [ __ ] have i done what is this one done see when i do this and i sit and i answer that question i say i've done what has been required of me to do with total clarity with total honesty to the self no bullshitting myself and not putting myself up on such an ultra pedestal that like i'm trying to make myself into something that i'm not i give honest appraisals i haven't taken the black pill i'm not a total doomer i'm not somebody that says there's absolutely no hope it increasingly looks like there's less and less hope because people aren't getting the message this message is not getting out folks people think that it's out there it's really not this is one of the only places you're going to hear it in depth and if you really understand what i'm saying it's one of the only places shadow work will get you to the place where you stop making excuses and you say today is the day i start today is the day i improve my skill level today is the day i stop making excuses today is the day i start contributing not just complaining we don't need excuses we need more effort that's what's required that's why it's called work it isn't fun it's hard [ __ ] work you got to show up every day you gotta give maximum effort you gotta work through difficulty you gotta power through which is what most people don't wanna do they're weak people they're weak wishy-washy people do i complain yeah i complain but i still work and i still do something about it and i still have something to show for my effort the problem is most people want to complain and they want the result without putting in the work well the universe doesn't [ __ ] work like that they want to complain they want the change to manifest without putting in the required work the universe doesn't work like that i'm going to say it again most people want the change they want the manifested result that they say they want they don't want to put in the required work there is a requirement for change to manifest they don't want to do it and they want the change to manifest anyway magically it doesn't work that way so the first thing we have to understand when looking into shadow work is not only just the polarities but we have to understand our programmability as a species if we don't understand the the quantum effects happening inside our quantum human spiritual computer our whole being in physiology works like a computer as a matter of fact we even have a format like a computer disk drive that you put an operating system on has to be formatted for the operating system first right so if you're you're going to install the linux operating system so let's pick up where we left off um again folks they don't want this information out there like when you really start hitting on deep occult truths that they don't want humanity to understand that's where they're going to really start hitting people and censoring them and trying to knock their streams off the air but it's not going to work because i'll do this a thousand [ __ ] times if i have to and i'll re-record it on my own and put it out as a podcast if i have to you're not gonna [ __ ] stop me so whether it's a technical glitch whether it's a deliberate thing that you know somebody is doing from the outside to try to discourage this information from getting out go [ __ ] yourself you're not gonna stop me you won't stop me putting a bullet in me good luck with that too you know you think i'm afraid of that you think probably i haven't died in a million horrific ways already point out the truth all over this [ __ ] universe you ain't stopping me through physical death you think i'm worried about physical death dude been there done that more times than you can [ __ ] count not worried about it all right and play me try me try it you know people think i'm joking about that you don't understand how little attachment i have to this world i'm not one of your fearful [ __ ] that are so worried about what you're going to do to me or anybody else like i've said before in the past on many shows you could [ __ ] torture everybody i [ __ ] know it's nothing to me i'm not attached to this world or this life that's not why i'm here you know i i abandoned those attachments a long [ __ ] time ago and went through all of that you could torture me you could torture anybody i love i'm not going to stop speaking the truth the end and i'm not going to tell people that they should just let you do it physically unharmed we have a right to rebel physically against that form of tyranny and that day is coming that day is coming it's not coming fast enough when people understand that right you know but let me tell you something folks the people that allowed for the level of freedom that we have to even speak the truth of this reality wasn't any spiritual teachers in the world it was the people who picked up weapons and shot the [ __ ] british in their [ __ ] skulls that's who it was that they allowed for the manifestation of freedom in a wider way than any other people who have ever lived and who have ever lived since that's the reality of the matter all right so let's continue where we were with humanity as a programmable species it's like early on in life we go through these years called the formative years that's the format of the computer drive you know like we have you're going to format the linux uh of a drive for the linux operating system you got to put extfs on it ext file system okay you're going to format a drive for windows you're going to put ntfs windows nt file system you're going to format a drive for mac os you're going to put apfs apple filing system on it okay that lays down the groundwork for the operating system which is the information that's going to come in and inform what we believe how we're going to think about things and then ultimately what we're going to do so it's just like in computing jargon garbage in garbage out good programming and good output comes out so if good programming goes in through truth leading to knowledge leading to correct understanding of things then there's going to be positive output we put those good things into the brain the the human biological computer what do you expect is going to come out on the other side what's going to be the output in the form of behavior it's going to be positive output through courage and moral action right action in the world to improve the human condition and then as that grows in the aggregate you're going to get a betterment of the human condition on a large scale conversely if we do the opposite if we put garbage in bad programming into the brain through lies deceit that leads to ignorance that leads to cowardice that leads to wrong action in the world what's going to come out on the other end we're going to have negative output through immoral action bad behavior is going to come out on the screen of life and that's going to degrade the aggregate human condition well where do you think we're at do you think we've collectively put good information into the human body computer do you really believe that's what we've done or have we collectively programmed the mine in a terrible way across the whole human species leading to bad output leading to negative manifestations in the collective arena that we call daily life on earth once again it's a no-brainer all you got to do is open your eyes and pay attention to what's going on in the world and you realize we've totally programmed people's minds with [ __ ] trash and garbage and if garbage goes in garbage is what you need you better expect on the other side of the output there's no way you put garbage in and get good output you have to put in good input to get good output it's a simple computer equation this is like a no-brainer it barely requires logic this is pure common [ __ ] sense and yet people insist insist you can put on all this bad [ __ ] never tell anybody that they're [ __ ] up never tell anybody that they've had viruses programmed into their mind and somehow without giving them that bad news without telling them out in the open you know you're really [ __ ] up you're totally [ __ ] up and you don't know what the [ __ ] going on you don't know what how you've been [ __ ] up in the head you don't want to have that uncomfortable scenario unfold in front of you just because you want to be comfortable you're attached to life's comfort you don't want to have that conversation with somebody else out in the [ __ ] open what do you expect it magically to [ __ ] change on its own you're an [ __ ] you're a [ __ ] stupid [ __ ] person you're just dumb son you're just dumb if you think that's how it works because that's not how it [ __ ] works i'm not an optimist or a pessimist i'm not a glass half empty or a glass half full person i'm a realist if there's piss in the glass i'm telling you there's piss in the glass if there's a great vitamin drink in the glass i'm saying that's a great vitamin drink in the glass no matter how much is in it i'm telling you the essence of what is and how it works people don't want to hear that you know they want to believe their own [ __ ] story about how they think it works so what bad programming that we're putting into ourselves stops us before we even begin what is telling us don't do this don't do this don't do this you you got to worry about yourself you got to worry about your job you got to worry about this this connection that connection you got to worry about this worldly attachment that worldly attachment what prevents us from truly beginning from be from leaving the ranks of the unbegun and truly going down the path of truth but then continuing past that red pill to the gold pill of right action see the red pill is knowing the truth but that only gets you so far then you have to do what's required of you with the truth to obtain what you say you want what do we say we want we say we want a state of human freedom how many people are meeting the requirements to actually do that is the question not that many so before we even get to what is really preventing us from inaction we have to understand the steps of beginning the steps of initiation true occult initiation has been described by many teachers as a five-step process related to the five senses related to the five points of the pentagram earth air water fire spirit stop lying stop dreaming learn how to think live in the present moment and activate the physical body and the first before anything else is done number one there's a pecking order to this it means don't take the steps out of order do them in order stop lying work on number one first stop lying but this doesn't just mean stop lying to others the first and most important person that you need to stop lying to is yourself the the context of number one step number one in a cult initiation of stop lying above all else is stop lying to yourself that's the number one context okay stop lying to yourself how do you do that we're going to actually look at how you do this now the other step stop dreaming we're going to talk about in this first part of shadow work a little bit today as well it's going to largely focus on stop lying to yourself okay we're going to mostly focus on that we are going to look a little bit at stop dreaming as well so let's move forward and take a look at the dynamic of stop lying to yourself this means when we sit alone with ourselves and we tell ourselves the story that we want to tell ourselves about who we are we're embellishing we're lying we're making up all kinds of [ __ ] stories the playwright william shakespeare in the play hamlet said this above all else this above all to thine own self be true and it must follow now most people never go forward with what's after that in this quote this above all to thine own self be true and it must follow as the night the day or as the night follows the day thou canst not then be false to any man now that puts it in context you read it this way with the additional couple of sentences and then you realize he's talking about being honest it's not about sticking to your guns and remaining who you are in the moment this is what people think being true to yourself means they think it means doubling down even after you're proven to be wrong this is not being true to yourself what it means or whether anybody else likes you or not just continue to be who you are that's not what shakespeare or as i feel he was sir francis bacon head of the rosicrucian order back in i believe it was the 1500s or 1600s it's not what he was saying he was saying above all else be honest with yourself don't lie to yourself because if you don't lie to yourself you can't lie to anybody else if you stop lying to yourself you won't lie to anybody else that's what he's saying here now if you do that if you are true to yourself or honest with yourself you can't then be false to anyone else you can't lie to anyone else but see people are not hearing the term in context and so they don't think it's about this first step of occult initiation which is what he shakespeare was really telling people the first step of occult initiation is stop lying to yourself this above all before anything else stop lying to yourself be true to yourself be honest with yourself so if he had written it like this how much more blatant and apparent would it be this above all to thine own self be honest just in older english parlance in the way of their everyday colloquial speaking the phrase to thine own self be true actually meant to thine own self be honest don't lie to yourself but the changing of that one word instead of the word be true be honest see we don't say be true anymore right you don't say to somebody else just be true with me no one says that at least not anybody who speaks in normal colloquial english you know you don't say do me a favor whatever you do just be true with me you don't say that you just say just be honest with me right that's how in the the parlance of the day that shakespeare was writing it would have been said just be honest with me man just be true with me be true with me right so to to be true to thine own self meant it didn't mean stick to your guns and just be who you are no matter who wants you to change that's not what it meant it meant above everything else don't lie to yourself be honest with yourself that is the first step of occult initiation and that is the first step of true occult shadow work we got to stop blowing smoke up our own ass or then we will be prone to blowing smoke up other people's ass that's what the new age movement has become that's what false spiritual teachers have become they're lying to themselves and others and true shadow work makes you sit with yourself look at yourself in the [ __ ] mirror and say to yourself the absolute truth even if it says there's something wrong with me i'm [ __ ] up i'm not good enough and be honest with it with yourself about see there are true ways that we are deficient and inadequate and we are lying to ourself and as a result of lying to ourself we are not doing what we are here to do then there are ways we make up excuses and things that are false about ourself just so we don't have to take the responsibility of moving forward in the great work so you need to have the discernment in the shadow work what do i truly need to improve about myself what is [ __ ] up that needs improvement and what is a lie that i've told myself in in a sense that i'm not good enough or smart enough or or can't improve because i just want the abdication of responsibility to say well i'm just not good enough to do that that'll never be me how many people tell themselves this [ __ ] story every [ __ ] day just because it's a fear holding them back from improvement because they know works going to be involved to move themselves forward in a level of improvement and skill and encourage and you know what they're telling themselves i'm just not smart enough [ __ ] [ __ ] where's my [ __ ] buzzer i don't have it with me right now but guess what you know what that is [ __ ] no you're just too lazy to do the [ __ ] work to improve yourself be honest with yourself about it you just don't want to put the work in you want to be comfortable you want to stay where you're at your level of knowledge we're going to get to all of these excuses because that's what shadow work is doing it's laying out all on the [ __ ] table all the excuses that you make for yourself about why you don't start about why you're not putting more effort into the game why you're not putting any [ __ ] skin in the game why are you a coward why are you not taking action why are you remaining at a level of ignorance when you know you could improve past that level of ignorance and gain the knowledge that you need and the skill sets that you need it's all [ __ ] story it's all a [ __ ] story for that stems from breaking this first rule of initiation it stems from breaking this first rule of initiation right here on the screen stop lying to yourself how many people out there are continuously lying to themselves all day every day the bulk of people okay the bulk of people dostoyevsky said this above all do not lie to yourself a man who lies to himself and listens to his own lie comes to a point where he does not discern any truth either in himself or anywhere around him and thus falls into disrespect toward himself and others not respecting anyone he ceases to love and he's talking about the agape form of love meaning loving truth loving real freedom in the wider sense of the term the word love not familial love not love of attachment to physical partner in the world or family member he's talking about love of what is right love of truth love of goodness love of freedom love of right action that's when you don't really have true internal self-respect when you think you're not good enough you're not smart enough you're not worthy etc so forth and so on you'll make these bargains you'll lie to yourself you'll tell yourself oh no i'll never be that guy i'll never be the one i'll never do that work i'm not smart enough for that i'm not good enough for that i don't have this skill set that skill set i don't understand this or that but are you really making the [ __ ] effort to understand are you really making the effort to put skin in the game i'll bet my my life's worth most people are just saying those things as an excuse but if they really self-examine or they're going to scratch the surface and find us fear all that's inside they pull they pull the outside skin layer away and it's just all fear all fear psychological fear factors inside because deep deep deep deep deep down inside there's cowardice that they can't conquer that's all it is let's just lay the naked truth on the table between human beings it's just [ __ ] cowardice inside that's all it is that 99.99999 percent of human beings won't look at your face and tell you but mark passio will because i'm not operating at that familial level of care i'm not operating at the aeros level of love i'm operating on the cosmic level of love the cosmic level of love doesn't look like a wishy-washy piece of [ __ ] [ __ ] talking nonsense new age [ __ ] true cosmic love is tough and real and gets up in your [ __ ] face and says what you're not doing and tells you you can do better and tells you what the [ __ ] are you doing what did you come here to do versus what the [ __ ] are you doing imagine we came here to bust this place loose and what the [ __ ] are we doing we're cowering in a [ __ ] corner not learning a [ __ ] goddamn thing and it's pathetic and it's not good enough it's pathetic and it's not good enough because you don't understand these occult principles that are being talked about you say that you do you say that you want freedom and you're full of [ __ ] you're full of [ __ ] [ __ ] to the whole freedom community i say this i don't give a [ __ ] who likes me i'm speaking the truth of the matter the question you have to first ask yourself in shadow work sit in front of a mirror ask this question sit with this question be with the question in the room with no distractions put a chair in front of a mirror sit with yourself here's how look i'm going to take my webcam and actually endeavor to show you this i don't even care if it [ __ ] it up here's a mirror here's what you do you take your chair you position it in front of a body length mirror like this you sit there you look at yourself and you ask yourself the question and you sit with it you contemplate the question you sit silently with the question and you just say to yourself in the mirror do i really want the things that i am saying to myself that i want that's what you do that's shadow work folks it don't don't believe that it's some [ __ ] nonsense that some [ __ ] nonsense new each new age teacher told you it was because 9.999 times out of 10 they're bullshitters who are lying to you to make money to keep people comfortable to make them say oh he told me such nice pleasant things and i felt so good afterward it just made me feel so great and i'm just going to repeat the [ __ ] and tell it to other people and they're going to feel great and you know what you're going to be doing spiritually in the world you're going to be doing absolutely [ __ ] nothing it's spiritual [ __ ] masturbation you're lying to yourself and you're jerking yourself off and that's what you're going to be doing to others when you propagate it you're lying to them and you're jerking them off and you know what that accomplishes in real world change a big [ __ ] goose egg not a nothing zero because then other people still believe they have the answer they still believe they're contributing to the true great work they still believe they're changing something for the positive and they ain't doing any of those [ __ ] things they're sitting in their [ __ ] house with their [ __ ] thumb up their [ __ ] ass telling themselves they're a good person do you really want health when you're eating [ __ ] garbage putting poison in your [ __ ] body accepting poison for whatever [ __ ] coercive reasons people told you you had to take it don't tell me anybody wants [ __ ] health you don't want health you want sickness and death for yourself my mother won't change her diet she'll start listening to what i have been telling people is going on in the world but old habits die hard still going to the same [ __ ] stores buying the same products with garbage in them artificial sweeteners uh hydrogenated oils you name it then it's complaining why am i sick why do i have to go to the hospital why if i have to go to doctors constantly why am i on so many medications to allegedly manage your health oh they're managing it you can't get through to hard-headed [ __ ] like this you can't get through the hard-headed fuckster somehow attached to the pharmaceutical industry and want to tell you they're taking these [ __ ] [ __ ] vaccines which are nothing but [ __ ] bio weapons and creating uh this dependency reaction in the body that is actually bringing toxins and then destroying the cells and destroying the immune system that's what we're going to be seeing is really going on and i'm going to keep [ __ ] saying you could ban me from everywhere the [ __ ] you want you ain't shut me the [ __ ] up [ __ ] you don't know the will that lives inside this one ban me from [ __ ] everywhere i don't give a [ __ ] i'm gonna speak the [ __ ] truth [ __ ] banned me you wouldn't [ __ ] look at me sideways if you were in front of me [ __ ] because you're a [ __ ] coward sit with yourself in front of the mirror and look at the [ __ ] low-life [ __ ] coward that you are not only won't you speak the truth you want to stop other [ __ ] from speaking it your parents [ __ ] you up son your parents [ __ ] you up girl ask this question do you really want what you say you want when you say you want health is do you really want it do you want to actually put forward the requirements to obtain it if not then shut the [ __ ] up i don't want to hear it you're not really doing it you're just saying you want it but you're not willing to do anything to make it happen i'm tired of people bringing me [ __ ] problems that they don't really want solved you want to learn technology but you want me to be your [ __ ] tech guy i'm not interested learning your [ __ ] self that's how i had to [ __ ] do it or take my course to contribute some value back to what i'm putting out into the [ __ ] world no everybody wants everything for free and then expects it from somebody people want my [ __ ] time want my expertise nobody earned it nobody's entitled to it i'll give it where i feel it's appropriate when people are doing something that earn it and then i volunteer it freely most people ain't doing [ __ ] they think they're doing something they ain't doing [ __ ] because when you look at what you say you want there's requirements attached and if you're really hard working toward those requirements i'm willing to lend a hand and help i always am i don't need to be asked when that is really going on most times i'll volunteer to help and if somebody does ask me i'll be glad to help but when p no efforts being made and it's the same [ __ ] they're at the same level every day after every day they're not moving forward they're standing still then you you want you want me to [ __ ] say i'm going to be the guy that says i'm going to take out hard time and value out of my day my time is valuable to me i'm doing work with my and time other people want to [ __ ] say that they're somehow entitled to it when they ain't doing [ __ ] i'll help who i want who i feel deserves it who i feel is has entitled themselves to some [ __ ] help and that's all anybody should else do for for me i'm not asking you to [ __ ] give me something for nothing you feel you've arrived at some value by what i've put out into the world and how i'm trying to explain what's really going on to others and to get them up out of their childis childish [ __ ] in their head then you can voluntarily contribute if you don't feel i've accomplished value in that way don't give me anything i don't give a [ __ ] it's no skin off my back i'm in this for real regardless of what value in worldly terms comes to me or doesn't come to me if it happens it happens if it doesn't it doesn't if i have to be poor then that's what the universe has chosen for me and that's how it'll be if i maintain the resources to continue to do what i'm doing at this level or beyond then so be it then that's how it will be ask this question sit with it contemplate it deeply shut everything else else off sit in front of a mirror and look at your goddamn self in front of a mirror and be honest with yourself as an adult do you really want with what you say you want and are you working toward the real world requirements for attaining what you say you want or are you lying to yourself and be honest and if you're lying with yourself it's still okay start from there start with now telling the truth that you've been lying to yourself about it that's all i'm not asking for a miraculous overnight change and immediately becoming a perfect human being no one is and it doesn't work that way it works through just be honest stop contributing to the negative and start turning it around and contributing to the positive don't create more hardship in your life for other people's [ __ ] lives and start being honest with yourself about who you are and what you've done i did that past tense and continue to do it and i'm honest with myself when i hit a limitation but what i don't do is say that i want something then do the opposite of what i say i want if i do want something i realize there are requirements for achieving that goal and then i put effort into achieving that goal other people just say they want it when they're hit with the requirements there's a list of a laundry list often of requirements that need to be met to achieve that goal they throw up their hands and they say oh [ __ ] this i thought that this was just going to be saying what i want well that's not the real law of attraction you're wrong if you think so the real law of attraction is putting out your intention having the care inside to use your abilities and your actions to manifest those intentions in the real world this is what the dark occultists do every day this is what people who claim to be good people don't want to run a million miles an hour in the opposite direction from doing because when you explain to them here's the real world requirement it's attainable it's a has a this very real world goal is attainable but here are all the real world requirements for attaining to that goal and you need to do this and set this and this and this in motion and then you'll you'll get to that goal they say [ __ ] that that's too much effort that's too much work and those are the kind of people that want to go sit on a forum somewhere sit on social media somewhere and be the keyboard commandos and type all [ __ ] day about what other people are [ __ ] doing and think they're doing something you're a piss ant little [ __ ] child who's doing nothing who understands nothing about human psychology and moreover understands absolutely zero about what the requirements for creating manifested change in reality actually are and this is what most of the human species is they're [ __ ] idiot imbecile low-life nothings low lives lives that's one of the worst terms you could call anybody you're all [ __ ] low life you're a [ __ ] low life here the reality that i'm saying that to the people out there who need to hear it heart to heart you're a [ __ ] low life the people who aren't low lives need take no offense to that statement because i'm not talking to you a lot of people out there who have heard this show and done nothing you're a [ __ ] low life you're a [ __ ] low life a low life that's what a low life is somebody who gives a [ __ ] about themselves doesn't give a [ __ ] about the bigger picture doesn't give a [ __ ] about anybody else is only concerned about themselves their own when you say what skin you got in this game it's crickets back as a response and you know what that is that is giving your heart your mind and your soul over to satanism that's what satanism that's why most people in the world are satanists and have not come out of the satanic mindset the satanic ideology the satanic way of being in our world they are still firmly anchored in satanism every day all day their thoughts are continually on what they want for themselves see when i'm talking about what do you really want i'm not talking about selfish concerns this isn't what new job do you want what new car do you want what new house do you want how much do you want to make every year [ __ ] all that [ __ ] that's not what we're talking about on what on earth is happening you want to go hear about that aspect of the law of attraction go to some [ __ ] false new age [ __ ] teacher that's gonna blow smoke up your rear end blow smoke up your ass and tell you what you want to hear and tell you a false variant of the law of attraction that's not what we do here on what on earth is happening this is the real law of attraction and we're talking about what when you say you want something we're talking about i want people to wake up i want freedom in the world i want tyranny to be conquered those are the things i'm saying the people in this community say that they want we're not talking about the [ __ ] uses of this law of attraction the so-called law of attraction we're talking about the real one the natural law based law of attraction what do you want in the wider sense of reality you want your natural rights not to be usurped and taken away you want real freedom to manifest you want equality under natural law rights not equality in what we all can do our capabilities and personality characteristics that that's sameness that's not equality under natural law equality in our rights is something i want what am i doing to make that manifest in the world what on earth is happening is a testimony to me attempting to make that happen in the world through my efforts you need only put my name in a search engine and you'll see my efforts that's naked and bear to the world and most people can't say the same thing so when you sit with this question do you really want what you say you want what i'm asking you to do is consider the requirements for obtaining that goal have you put forward into the world real life effort to going up and attaining that goal through your actions through your skills through your effort have you done that work adventure dollars the donuts you haven't even begun doing any part of that work this isn't about listening to mark pacio this is about listening to the extent that you understand what the message has been since day [ __ ] one and doing it i've told people you don't need to listen to me anymore if you've already understood the point that you need to get out and do this work so when you answer yourself in the mirror in any aspect of shadow work especially this first part stop lying to yourself what have you done what effort have you contributed have you even made an effort to begin contributing you have to answer the question honestly once you contemplate it in silence you have to be perfectly comfortable with being uncomfortable with the answer that comes back in honesty with self see if all you want is comfort go to the new age [ __ ] teacher he'll make you or she'll make you nice and comfortable in your answer to that question and say there's no wrong answer oh just say whatever comes to your heart and it should always just make you feel good follow your bliss that's the nonsense they'll [ __ ] give you i'm telling you for 99 of you the answer when when it comes back in full honesty should make you horrified with who you are and who you've been you shouldn't be comfortable with it you should be horrified and horribly uncomfortable with the honest answer hate to break the [ __ ] news to you that's the truth get as offended as you like again i'm not here to tell you what you want to hear and be your friend make you comfortable i'm here to shake it up i'm here to make you confront the truth within yourself you don't really want what you say you want those are just words yapping yapping words like this it's charlie brown mixed with [ __ ] 1984 duck speak charlie brown's teacher meets 1984 duck quack speak that's what's quacking out your [ __ ] head all day long about you wanting freedom you couldn't [ __ ] spell the [ __ ] word let alone understand what it means you couldn't [ __ ] spell the word let alone understand what it really means deep down inside your heart and mind please you're a bullshitter telling me a [ __ ] story but even worse you're telling your [ __ ] self a [ __ ] story [ __ ] i'm not taking it anymore i don't care if the world goes to total [ __ ] hell i'm telling the truth about what put it there and i can at least die with the testimony i put out the work that i needed to put out i was totally [ __ ] honest in what i said and i did what i came here to [ __ ] do not many people in the world can say that answer the question honestly and stop lying to yourself first and foremost be true to yourself the second part of occult initiation is to stop dreaming and that's to understand that there are requirements for accomplishing the things that we say we want this is one of the first parts of the natural law seminar once again go back to the building blocks of what on earth is happening that's what we need to do what we say we want doesn't just magically manifest on its own it doesn't just pop into the world because we said we want it that's not how manifestation in the real law of attraction operates we have to make an effort not excuses you got to actually do real work in the world what do you think this show magically just happens every week all the slides make themselves it's hard [ __ ] work every day what do you think i'm not doing anything else during all that time i could 100 dedicate my effort only to this i'm doing a million other things as well putting out technological fires when they happen you know because i'm the i'm the only tech guy that's capable of solving them around here you know had a little bit of help i've been asking for really good help with it for a long time and never manifest because there's nobody here in this [ __ ] garbage communist rat trash town that has the skills that wants to help nobody zero zero people yeah and it's another reason i'm gonna scale it back to the point where i'm comfortable where it's not going to damage my health you know and i'll do it to the extent that i'm able to do it but i'm not going to totally destroy myself just because i can't get the help that i need it will the effort will have to stay at a scaled back level that's okay for me to do without getting sick and then if i get the help i need then more effort can be made and the operation can grow but this operation far from even growing is actually being scaled back a bit it has to be i need to do that for my own health because i'm the kind of person that'll generally just work myself to death and not even take a break to eat or go to the bathroom that's what i get like that's the mindset i start to get in and that won't that won't end up well for my health and i know this you know so but the answer is i make real world goals goals that are attainable real world attainable goals should be set this is another part of shadow work i want to be at this level of awareness of understanding of working out problems in my own psychology and of attaining goals in the real physical world by this date and set the date honestly you know they'll say in shadow work and self-improvement etc most people make way too optimistic you know monthly goals way too optimistic yearly goals but their goals for like five years a five-year plan or a decade plan are not nearly optimistic enough and i find that to be very true if you would have told me what i would have accomplished with what on earth is happening only 10 years ago i would have said no way you know and most people try to do too much too fast this is not about a total rush yes we are out of time where people have to begin something but it's not like saying i need to be at the level mark pascal is that by next month it's probably not going to happen unless you're already a computer expert unless you have a high level of technological skills you probably will not be doing what i'm doing unless you have a already have a high level of resources you're probably not going to be doing operations like what uh alex jones does or somebody you know at that level or joe rogan or even david ike they've built up resources through their work over the years where they're able to do larger scale operations and that's great and that's what it's for that's what those opera that's what those funds are for talk about people saying oh people sell have a store and sell things and sell products and you know nutrients or you know supplements how do you think the operation of that level is going to be funded people like that are you know what they are i've said it before and i'll say it again you're a [ __ ] complete [ __ ] when it comes to technology because you don't even understand bandwidth you don't even know what the word bandwidth means let alone how it operates in the real world and what you have to pay to bandwidth providers to push content out when you have that much viewership you don't even understand how that scales and how expensive it gets your toe a total [ __ ] low life [ __ ] that doesn't make an effort to understand how things work in the world this is why when people say why don't you do this this is and you sound like like i said you've been beaten on your [ __ ] head with a ball-peen hammer half your [ __ ] life that's how [ __ ] [ __ ] you sound you don't even understand the amount of money that it costs people go put the york on a torrent mork you know have you ever tried to host two terabytes of information via a torrent file out of your home try it do it do it then talk see if it can technologically really be done and not [ __ ] your network the way you think you're gonna do it and get you're gonna get the word out like that ralph wiggum and you're in up to your elbow that's what you are you're ralph wiggum from the symptoms the son of the [ __ ] imbecile cop and you got your [ __ ] you're picking your nose and you're in up to your [ __ ] elbow that's how [ __ ] [ __ ] you are you're just dumb son you're just dumb everybody who continues to ask me this even though i've explained on the ark page it's never going to be a torrent have you ever hosted a two terabyte [ __ ] torrent successfully repeatedly over and over and over again out of your house with your [ __ ] bandwidth low life i'm sorry i don't have the patience for the ignorance anymore learn about how the [ __ ] internet works learn about how technology works you're not a [ __ ] imbecile you're not that much of an idiot that you can't learn it you're an idiot and an embassy because you won't learn it because you're still asking these ques dumb [ __ ] questions in the year 2022 and then you're still not understanding how resources are required to fund [ __ ] big operations because you're not doing anything because you're sitting on your in your house with your thumb up your [ __ ] ass that's what you're doing nothing then you're complaining about how other people r do and fund their operations and you have no right somebody who has done a lot can have the right to make a constructive criticism i don't want to hear constructive criticisms from people who have done [ __ ] nothing you're a low-life do nothing loser and i'm not even gonna and i'm not gonna give you my time you're gonna get [ __ ] banned in the [ __ ] ban list that the server end and your emails just bounce that you write them you waste your [ __ ] imbecile more of your loser [ __ ] time writing out a long [ __ ] angry email it never ever reaches my inbox my spam filter filters that the [ __ ] out i never see him i never see this i see maybe the first thing that ever gets sent to me by an idiot i hit one button spam filter that's the end of you you graduate from hacienda university university hacienda you okay you're gone forever then i'll ban you at the ip level if i have to and then you'll really never get anything through to me unless you literally go on a different internet connection the point is you're wasting your [ __ ] time sending anything to any other content creator instead of you doing the work yourself if you want to be the ultimate torrent poster of mark pacio's arc go [ __ ] do it loser go [ __ ] knock yourself the [ __ ] out loser this is the kind of people who have done no shadow work but moreover they've done no real practical work in the world and don't even understand how things work in the physical domain because they haven't done anything people who say [ __ ] like this prove instantaneously in a snap of a finger they prove that they're a [ __ ] know nothing because they're talking to a tech expert and they're going have you considered doing it like this and i'm like i'm a tech expert i worked in scientific laboratories at research institutions as a tech expert i worked in one of the biggest business internet providers that provided business class internet services to businesses throughout the princeton university area for years as one of their leading technical specialists do you think i don't know what the [ __ ] i'm doing we have technical problems here because it's a very small operation i fix them i keep powering through them and who knows how much of it is sabotage i've considered that over and over throughout the years when you start to talk about stuff like this in a deep way they don't want it out there they want people in their same [ __ ] satanic mentality where they're spouting verbal diarrhea and they're not really learning the shadow work that they need to learn to become a truly [ __ ] strong intelligent human being when you start really teaching the real laws of attraction and how real occult spiritual shadow work is done they want that shut down you know i i've watched reset wars by infowars that alex jones uh put out with a partner and it's very well done i have to say there's a lot of occult material in there about how the real laws of attraction work there's a little bit of new age borderline new ageism there but for the most part it's well done and you know i'm not telling anybody to go and subscribe and buy it i'm just saying i felt like it was good material personally after having gone through it because it explains you have to put skin in the game you have to develop your skill sets you have to create we're here to be creators small c to contribute to the will of creation capital c you know if we're not doing that we're wasting our purpose for why we are here and i found in that whole seminar good information about purpose what we're here to do what we're here to accomplish we're not here to [ __ ] just complain we're here to create and accomplish and most people want to complain about how other people are doing it because they know they've just been low lives who haven't put any skin in the game and who aren't doing it themselves they just want to yap their [ __ ] gums flap their gums and yap their mouth about how other people should do it no don't worry about what other people are doing worry about what you're doing what's your contribution to the work worry about that before you open your mouth about anybody else so when we look at the dynamic of stop believing how you want it to work this is dreaming and this is the false aspect of dreaming it doesn't mean don't have dreams about how you want to change things it means there are false aspects to the imagination that make you imagine things that aren't real and how things work that they don't work like that you don't just say you want something and then have a good positive feeling about it and then it manifests that's [ __ ] you have to make it happen through real world right action through creation creativity through fulfillment of your purpose putting information out into the world become a a small c creator set goals part of shadow work is setting real world goals don't set your goals too lofty don't set them too low you need to find a midpoint make a real world practical goal in a practical amount of time and then understand the requirements for making that happen in the real world it doesn't just magically manifest on its own anybody that tells you that is lying to you and not telling you there's hard work and effort involved and we need more people making that effort instead of making excuses why they can't make that effort that's the only thing that's going to change this world for the better and get us out of tyranny real world goals have real world requirements so let's look at this dynamic more in depth and you know folks this is what i mean is i don't just talk this talk i walk this walk and i try to make practical real world visual explanations of these conceptual ideas so that you can really understand how they work then start putting them into practice in your life this is the problem is the people will they'll pay lip service to all of this they'll pay they'll say yeah yeah yeah i get it i get it i get it and when i ask them just a little bit just have a conversation with me and give me some feedback let me see if you really understand it explain this dynamic back to me a little bit let me hear how you would explain it to others it's garbage garbage they don't understand it at all not even a tiny little bit that when they try to explain it back to me what comes out of their mouth i'm so horrified that you translated what i said so badly when it reached your internal mental dictionary that you can't even begin to understand what it was i was saying people want to twist things into believing that i'm saying something that they want to hear they're not really hearing what i'm saying excuse me one moment sorry so let's start building out a visual representation of what i'm talking about here not only with shadow work but with practical work and organizational efforts that have to be made when you begin to really put your own creative effort out into the world you have to have this understanding present in your mind set your goals attainably this again this is part of shadow work but it's very practical shadow work you have to say where do i want to be by this point in the future whether it's six months from now a year from now five years from now or longer into the future and then you have to look at the requirements that are obtainable right you you don't want to set such lofty goals that the requirements are in it in obtainable in that time frame you set them so that the requirements are attainable within a practicable time frame thank you so let's build out a visual representation in the form of a very simple graph and i'll set the axis the axes of the graph like this and the um axes vertical axis axis on the left is going to represent skills that we have to build up over time to obtain goals because perhaps without these skill sets you'll never hit the goal you won't have the practicable understanding of how to fulfill the goal because you're still ignorant about how to do it right so shadow work is not only about looking at your own inward qualities about what you have to develop within yourself but it's also about understanding what skills do you have to develop to do this work in the very real practicable world okay practical world and then we're going to set the horizontal axis as time and the left-hand part of the chart is going to represent the past okay so all the way back as far left as you can go on the chart is passed in time and then right about in the middle of the horizontal axis that's now that's the present moment and then on the right hand side that's going to represent either the near future or all the way into the distant future okay as we move to the right on that chart so we're going to chart skills versus time all right and what we're going to do is we're going to look at that in relation to goals that we set and this this is part of understanding what's required but it's also part of understanding how excuses hold us back when we say oh i can't do that or i don't have the skills or i don't have the knowledge this or that right we'll look at all those excuses in in a little bit but when we look at these factors and we say well i don't have this skill set and we're sitting in the present still without that skill set and then five years roll by and it's the new present moment five years from now and our skill set hasn't moved do you think we're any closer to hitting our goal so let's look at how this works so let's start building out our skills no one let's say we want to get to this green line right and that green line represents a goal it may be i'm going to get an audio podcast on the air right on the internet airwaves i'm going to have an audio podcast that i have done let's say i want 10 episodes complete by this point in time and um let's say the goal is a year from now and it's going to be hosted on my own website so i'll have a website and i will be able to archive on the website audio podcast that i put together and from one one year from this current time i want to have 10 episodes up on my own website that's a very reasonable obtainable goal for just about anybody in the modern world believe it or not even if you have very little to no skills right now however it's almost never that no one has any skills right now you can look at your skills and say i have some skills right now so we'll look at that in a moment but for now this green line here represents the level of skills that we need to get to to achieve whatever this goal number one we've set for ourself and again as i was saying there's almost no person who's completely illiterate in anything you're going to find that you have some skills even now in the present moment even if they're not enough to reach your goal so our skill level doesn't really look it look like a dot sitting at zero in the present moment it looks something like this before i even build that out i'm sorry this is goal number two let's say we want to reach goal number two at a future time it requires a lot more skills maybe more resources that we bring in through the real world application of our skills right but this is a loftier goal it's set far higher than uh goal number one so we have goal number one and goal number two and as i said nobody in the present time is going to have zero skills there's going to be a small level of skills but certainly not what we need to hit our first goal so it looks like this you've acquired some skills but you're not where you need to be to hit your first goal you're still going to need to learn more you're going to need to progress and you need to need to go further in your skill sets but they're not at zero they may be halfway to where you got to go i set it at halfway to approximately to be optimistic right they may be honestly let's be honest they may be at twenty percent they may be a ten percent or five it's okay wherever there are as long as tomorrow they're not at five even if tomorrow they're at five point zero five percent you've moved a little bit you've made a little bit of progress don't stay stagnant or go backwards that's it that means allow evolution even if it's slow to progress don't stay stagnant in the state of involution involution is fear over why you can't accomplish something evolution or progress in any skill set is love that's higher consciousness you knew more tomorrow than you did today you knew more today than you did yesterday keep making that progress compete with yourself from yesterday how many people i have conversations with and i say how much closer to knowing how to do skill a are you this year than you were last year i'm no closer i'm right at the same [ __ ] level of ignorance i was last year regarding that skill set are are you making an effort be honest with yourself are you taking some of your time to make an improved effort to improve your skill set to get to any goal that requires more skills most people look at themselves in the mirror and blow smoke up their ass and say well there's this reason there's that reason there the excuse doesn't change the skill level right you still got to push that blue line up from here to there you still got to move it forward if you're not making a real world effort to move that skill level forward what the [ __ ] are you doing you're staying stagnant you're not improving not knowing how to do something and acknowledging you don't know how to do it is the first step and that's where ignorance starts to be transformed into knowledge and wisdom saying i don't know how to do it i don't have that skill set and i don't know how to do it right now but if you say i'm not going to make an effort to improve that skill set and build it up and learn how to do it to meet the requirements for the goal then you know what you are you're a person sitting your [ __ ] home with your thumb up your ass wishing for things that change and not making them change and in in so doing don't tell me you understand the work of what on earth is happening you don't [ __ ] understand it you're saying to yourself that you understand it but you have no [ __ ] understanding don't lie to me i don't want to be [ __ ] lied to more than i already am but most of all stop [ __ ] lying to yourself so let's move this blue line forward a little bit where time moves forward into the future and here's where you are at the present moment you're at that level of of your of your skill set start from there and improve tomorrow and the next day and the next day and the next week and the next month and the next year you shouldn't be at that level of your skills if you are you're not [ __ ] trying you're not putting enough effort in this is what a mentor isn't telling you because you probably don't have a [ __ ] mentor nor do i want to be your real life mentor you could call this virtual mentoring because i'm giving you real world practical occulted skill sets that they don't want you understanding the principles of this they don't want you understanding the very foundational principles in the mind you have to understand this and apply it in the psychology so you're at this level of skill set in the present moment in the future you should be building your skills toward obtaining goal number one so as we move forward in time you shouldn't be staying stagnant or leveling off you should still be going up progressively if it's linear it's linear if it's even just a small linear incline that's fine it shouldn't be across it shouldn't be straight across that's not making progress and it certainly shouldn't be downhill it's got to be pointing off of the of the horizontal axis up even if it's a little bit up you know i'd like to see it like this at least right like it is in this graph here as long as it's not a steady plateau that levels off or a downward decline we're in semi-good shape so now you can see here's where the skill set level is at we've reached the skill sets required we've met the requirements to obtain the first goal now the person in the first year knows how to put a website online they know how to get a domain they know how to get hosting space they know how to connect the dns of the domain to the hosting provider okay or if the hosting provider does that on on its own fine right but they know how to get that done they know how to put their web pages online with some type of a decent interface that makes the web page easy to navigate and now they're starting to archive their podcasts they've made their podcast they've invited their guests on or they've put out the information themselves that they want to put out and they put that information out in a creative capacity and archived it in some public space of their own on the internet for other people to go to it download it and have that material and mirror that material elsewhere that's doing the great work that's hitting a goal and then you want to set another goal beyond that so when i made my goal i'm just putting what on earth is happening online starting an audio podcast doing public speak speaking then i'm going to do a video podcast then i'm going to do the one great work network then i'm going to teach how to become the true media seminar they're progressive goals that have higher and higher requirements perhaps not every goal you're going to have a whole you're going to have to learn just as many skill sets you got to realize most of your higher goals are going to be built on skill sets from your earlier goals you don't need to build a new staircase every time you need to build a higher level of the staircase understand that so sometime in the more distant future you're going to hit goal number two and your skill sets going to be built up to that level and if you're not you know just wasting your time or not taking it seriously you won't lose any of those skill levels you'll use them for other projects in the future they won't decline over time some people think oh i learned everything i have to learn and then they just stay stagnant i'm always learning new things do you think i knew as much as i know today even two years ago three years ago about how what i'm doing with video the video show taught me a lot i learned a lot by just doing it i learned a lot by doing the one great work network i didn't understand the technology ndi three years ago now it is probably my absolutely most required technological skill set is understanding an ndi based workflow for people who aren't computer people you don't know what that means ndi is a video technology that sends full frame video over network over your lan your local area network so that you could send and receive video signals on any computer without additional hardware that would have required whole computer you know encoding hardware only years ago now it could be done in software using software like a hardware node powerful as hell works great you're viewing the show through it right now more likely than not and um you know i didn't know a thing about it a few years ago and it's a seven year old or eight-year-old now technology that most people still never heard about now it's the basis of almost everything i do here at what on earth is happening in one great work network it's the underlying technology that drives what i do in my platforms two two three years ago i knew zero about it three years ago i heard about it two years ago i started understanding what it can really do this year it's absolutely indispensable to my entire workflow do you think i magically just knew that how to do i stayed up you could ask people who were watching me start the process of understanding all of this years ago where i became obsessive about it and stayed up day after day night after night till seven a.m in the morning i'm going to bed just staying up powering through learning it i'm not going to stop until i understand it fully i'm going to get it i'm going to understand everything that i can do with it everything about it that i can possibly learn and then i'm going to put it to work i'm going to make it work for me and what i do that's the attitude you have to have that's part of shadow work it's a never say die attitude it's relentlessness it's persistence it's never giving up most people weren't raised with that let me tell you what i see and how it's with almost everybody it's a rare exception to the rule when anybody comes out of this mindset because they haven't done enough shadow work somewhere in life someone taught them when you fail at doing something stop trying i don't care who it was i don't care when it was it was some person in the past that they bought the [ __ ] story and they don't even need to know you don't need to know who taught you the [ __ ] you don't need to know when you bought it all you need to know is that virus is planted it got planted it got inserted somebody went by saying some [ __ ] to you and you said oh yeah that's true and it was absolutely [ __ ] false what they did quick attack plan plant the virus in the [ __ ] computer system of the mind that's what they did and then they got out they scooted on and got out and to go plant another virus in somebody's [ __ ] mind that's what happened and then the person who this virus got just inserted into said wow yeah that's true that's me that's who i am i can't do that and they bought it every [ __ ] subsequent day of their life they bought the lie there was a [ __ ] virus tapped into their brain and then the person jetted out of there leaving the virus to to grow and replicate in the mind instead of saying to yourself i don't know this now right now see in that present moment over there right look on the chart over here right and go to present moment where your skill set is you didn't know how to achieve goal 2 at that moment you were at this level of knowledge less than a third to go up to goal two did that mean that it was unattainable no it's still an attainable goal with more knowledge with more skills with more effort however if you're the kind of person that bought into the virus mindset you say to yourself i can never improve my skill my knowledge my effort to get to level two to goal two you bought into the [ __ ] that i am staying right here at this level of skills and knowledge and not moving on because that's who i am you bought that's all you're capable of see maybe i am very fortunate that people did not try to plant these ideas that i could not do anything be i think because they listened to so-called experts who tested me they gave me these approved state approved testing and this is your actual level of intelligence mark you know we're going to take it to community college and throw you in that office room in that big office building we're going to give you the test and that's going to put a number on your iq who knows what the [ __ ] my real intelligence is it is 147 some number that defines who i am or what i'm capable of no it isn't it's a number on some [ __ ] standardized test that isn't about holistic intelligence it's about intellect which is saying oh your left brain is very advanced you can solve puzzles you know you're good verbal and math who gives a [ __ ] that's not what i look at is total intelligence but guess what it does tell you how much you're able to see patterns in the world and make sense of them it can help with that if you integrate your holistic intelligence through care through heart based intelligence through true developed intuition not false fake [ __ ] thin slicing of things that is based on nonsense perceptions but real genuine intuitive qualities that have to be honed and developed the ability to see real world big heuristic picture patterns of how whole systems work and how whole dynamics work over time in the world that's what you have to develop intuitively so it was never really said to me you can't accomplish goals you it was said to me you're smart enough that if you put your mind to it you'll be able to accomplish it and i'm telling people it doesn't even matter how smart you were told you were by the system all that matters is do you have the willpower and the drive and the courage most of all to press forward and improve upon who you were yesterday and compete with yourself from yesterday and force it to happen see that's the dynamic that has to occur you don't wish for it to happen you don't say well i tried and i didn't get it right the first time so [ __ ] this this isn't worth my time or energy or effort now you got to pick your battles with that right if it really isn't you got to be true with yourself but if it totally converges with what you say you want with that goal that you say you want i want freedom i want to put this podcast out i want to speak to people in the world i want to contribute to the effort and here's my goal and your practical real world skills have to improve to meet the goal and you're not doing it and you're just saying that's too hard i give up you'll never reach your goal you will just sit there with your thumb up your ass wishing for it to happen and not making making any real world progress and guess what it's a [ __ ] story that you tell yourself that you're not able to it's an excuse and a [ __ ] story so understand this chart it means set practical goals over time and then look at the real world requirements because there are real world requirements and you have to be honest with yourself about them what are the skill sets involved what are the resources that are going to be involved that's going to be important too is this practicable in the amount of time i'm setting don't set goals too lofty but don't set them too low you've got to set the bar at a median level that's obtainable in a practical way this is part of understanding your capabilities this is part of learning what your skill sets are it's part of internal shadow work that then you put into practice in the external world most people won't tell you this stuff they'll just talk in vague terms not setting any goals not saying i'm going to write this down and here's my list of things i want to accomplish and do it all starts on on paper digitally or with a pen and paper you make an agenda you make a you know a you know a syllabus of what you want to do what you want to accomplish and then you set out to accomplish those goals through real world skills and effort it's not magic folks so entering into psychological shadow work is asking these all important questions what stories are you telling yourself about yourself you got to sit in that mirror and say am i telling myself a [ __ ] story about who i am what my capabilities are what i want what i say i want are these stories true that's the first thing that has to be asked ascertain truth about the stories you're telling yourself in every occultic school of thought i don't care where you go to obtain this information it's going to be the very first thing that they're going to tell you this is how the law of attraction unfolds immediately in the first stages you have to say and what i am telling myself about what i want true is that true do i really want what i say i want and then you have to say what stories am i telling myself about why i'm accomplishing this or why i'm not accomplishing this and is the story true or is it a [ __ ] story isn't it is it an excuse is it a fear-based psychological factor that's preventing me from actually beginning in earnest beginning in earnest meaning really doing the the learning the skills and doing the real world actions that are going to accomplish the goal that you say you want to you want to accomplish not just saying it not just paying lip service to it but really doing it in the real world in a practical way so when we sit in front of the mirror the mirror is the best place to do the work you got plenty of them shut your phone off it's a mirror shut your computer screen off it's a mirror shut your laptop screen off it's a mirror shut your television off it's a mirror or go to an actual mirror if you're a woman open up your pocketbook take out your your powder purse mirror you know you all carry them around plenty of surfaces you can look at your reflection in and i think it's important to actually confront yourself look at your own visage it's not just about doing internal dialogue work it's connecting it with the eye so when i say look in the mirror i mean physically in the mirror the mirror is a part of the work okay and you have to ask this question while looking at yourself in silence what [ __ ] stories am i telling myself then the all-important question is that story true is it true or is it nonsense you know we'll tell stories of ourselves that are true but then a lot of them are [ __ ] they're [ __ ] stories some that's why i didn't write what [ __ ] stories what stories am i telling myself you could tell yourself stories about yourself that are true descriptive about your qualities about who you are about how you got that way how you became who you are there's true stories we tell ourselves don't think all the stories we tell ourselves are fake and false and are [ __ ] they're not some of the stories we tell ourselves are true and are there to help ourselves in the journey but a lot of them are viruses a lot of them are [ __ ] stories a lot of them are baggage a lot of them are fear-based psychological factors that are just holding us back from progressing and they're not who we are and they're not helping us progress so the question becomes in doing this shadow work what is the way that we expose the [ __ ] stories how do we tell ourselves how do we discern between the true stories we tell ourselves about who we are and the [ __ ] stories how do we expose the false stories that we have believed up to this point to the present moment because we've been lying to ourselves in the past so much so that's what this whole episode is called exposing the psychological fear factors that hold us back from beginning they're the [ __ ] stories that we've told us about ourselves that we've come to believe that aren't true that all they're serving to do is hold us back from our goals and from who we say we are and from what we say we want there are viruses embedded in the mind here's the solution and that is the most horrifying frame ever put up in what on earth is happening to most human beings that's the most horrifying image that they could ever imagine sit quietly in a room on a chair in front of a mirror look at yourself and be honest with yourself about who you are what you've done what your attachments are what you've said you want to do versus if that's really what you want and exposing your own [ __ ] stories that are implanted right here that's deep occult psychology that most people would look into us come up approach the door pull the curtain aside oh my god a chair in a mirror and run a thousand miles back in that direction ninety nine percent of people even the people who say that they've done this work have done it in a soft way they're not doing it in the deep occult psychological way that i'm explaining it needs to be done and if you think i haven't done this work and i haven't done the healing and i haven't put in that homework and i haven't done that work upon myself you don't know what i've done you're speaking out your ass i'm not claiming to know every individual out there personally but i am claiming to know if the world dynamic is the way that it is over 99 of people haven't done that [ __ ] work don't lie to me and give [ __ ] stories to me to try to embed up here that that hard work has been done by most people because you're full [ __ ] [ __ ] i know it hasn't you want to know why because i know i've done it and i know who is a peer in that work and who isn't just like i could speak to someone for about 30 seconds and know if you're on my level when it comes to technology and you know what the [ __ ] you're talking about in that regard or whether you don't and you're a bullshitter it's the same thing when it comes to shadow work you can tell who's done it almost immediately and you can tell who's telling themselves [ __ ] stories still to this day so let's start and i'm only going to have about six minutes to unpack this before i have to end the show if it's still going to remain a three-hour show we'll continue this next week what is the actual process and then maybe we can ask people to come on if they're willing to share their shadow work on the air we'll take them through the process next week on the air or if people aren't comfortable with that they don't have to but what is the actual process of beginning this shadow work the first part of the process is either do it digitally in a presentation document or a word processing document or take a piece of paper fold it in half or draw a line down the middle and i call this the cons and pros of starting the one great work and you'll notice i don't call it pros and cons it's cons and pros start with the negative most people will be like oh whoa never thought of doing that why start with the cons okay make a column and call this the cons or the negatives or why i haven't started write down on that column or that that side of the screen why haven't i started what am i telling myself in my psychology that is the story of i can't start this because dot dot dot dot the cons should be first the negative should be first so they're laid bare they're out in the open and you work with the cons first okay these i call the psychological fear factors or the fear based psychological factors that stop me from beginning whatever the goal is whatever the work happens to be it's the psychological factor that is still implanted as a virus that is telling you why you shouldn't or can't start every one of these is based in fear there is not one that is based in love every one it won't matter how many you list you can list them forever you can list 20 quadrillion of these reasons and every single one from now till the end of time will be based in a form of fear or low vibratory consciousness or consciousness that is acting in an involutionary capacity every single solitary one that you ever write in that column i not only promise you this i 100 guarantee it it cannot be any other thing there is no such thing as a reason for not beginning speaking out against evil and tyranny in the world that is not based in fear zero look at look at this here let's get it straight zero forever zero you will never list one of these cons one of these factors that stops you from beginning the great work that is not a fear-based factor every single one of them has as an underlying form of consciousness fear and it will stop you from starting therefore you will remain as what is known in the occult world by the dark occultists by the satanists by the dark luciferians as the unbegun once again to me it matters not it does not matter whatsoever whether you know what's going on in the world we're not talking about that here get that straight this is about putting your work out in a creative capacity to the world in some form that's it this is not about knowing what's wrong with the world that's the earlier part of the great work getting yourself at least through this kind of work healed through this kind of shadow work healed to the point where you can say i'm going to make a contribution to the work in some form or fashion then go out and do it in a practical manner by building your skill sets and accomplishing goals so let's look at some of these in the time remaining the first type of fears that shadow work will expose when you start laying down so you should start with that blank slate and you should just lay down all of your concerns now i've told people i'm not going to have people live on the air for the first doing of this which will probably run into at least the second half of the next show right i'm not going to just have people list everything because first of all the list could be endless there's so many reasons and excuses people make for this that it will go on and on and on i'd infinite there'll be a hundred thousand reasons or more i've done this with people in private one-on-one sessions in the past and i already have those lists that probably aggregate in the amount of hundreds of reasons literally in the 100s in numbers okay and then i've taken them and i've boiled them down the four main types they all fall into the same categories so there's four categories of cons that when you if you do this as a social experiment with people you will find that this is what you'll hear over and over and over and over and over again okay is you'll hear general categories of fear factors you'll hear one and then like you go to number 100 and you're like that's almost identical with one but just changed in a slight way number 150 will be in that same category then you know numbers 2 10 and 175 will be in category number two and they all start to they all start to file into four main groups four main categories if you had to file them in file folders you'd have four big file folders of types of fear factors and here's number one the first and i'm gonna go from the ones that are actually the deepest seated in the psychology the deepest seated ones psychologically okay and they're the ones that are about who you are not about what you know how to do not about what you have available to you etc in the world resource wise it's about what you believe you're capable of it's about what who you believe deep down in your own psychology you are as a being and you know what those characteristics are the deepest [ __ ] stories that we tell ourselves and they fall into the category of i'm not blank enough fill in the blank i'm not good enough i'm not smart enough i'm not skilled enough i'm not motivated enough et cetera so forth and so on so unfortunately folks that's all the time that we're going to have for this issue of what on earth is happening but guess what we're going to unpack next week far more about this shadow work and go into all the different categories of how we con ourselves out of doing the great work and becoming a creator in our reality to help end slavery here on earth tune in next week we'll complete this chart in addition to the cons we'll list all the pros of doing the great work and then we'll go into your calls where even maybe you can tell us some of your reasons why you either have started doing the great work or haven't started doing it yet thank you for watching this week i'll see you right here next week and remember folks government is slavery we'll see you right here next week