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freedom man that's what it's all about [Music] you've got to groove on freedom like the good book says [Music] [Music] welcome you are listening to what on earth is happening this show will discuss the topics of human consciousness mind control natural law the occult and all issues that affect the freedom of the people of earth what on earth is happening will endeavor to shine light upon the darkness of our world and to offer empowering solutions to the problems we face as humanity approaches its critical moment of choice and now here is your host mark pascio [Music] welcome one and all you're watching what on earth is happening i'm your host mark pacio my website what on earth is happening dot com ladies and gentlemen government is slavery and here on water on earth is happening we are ending slavery one mind at a time welcome one and all thank you for tuning in today is sunday february 13 2022 we are going to be continuing our discussion on shadow work today that's the topic of today's show the psychological fear factors that stop us from ever beginning part two and today we'll be wrapping up this topic uh again this is part of a series on shadow work i'll be doing a series of shows on this topic not back to back but from time to time i'm also going to be doing a series of shows on psyops where i cover different psyops that are have been taking taken place in the past and are still ongoing and i'll be doing a series on satanic mindset in different institutions and aspects of our culture and society and how these people who are members of these institutions don't even necessarily know that they are in a satanic mindset or what that even means so look for shows on these topics and many others coming up in the near future here on what on earth is happening again we are live every sunday from january through june uh in the second half of the year i teach the how to become the true media seminar and dedicate uh my time and effort to that so uh we're on a six month on six month off schedule right now so um let's uh jump over uh before i even jump over to my slides let me say that what on earth is happening is a cumulative series of work and should not be watched or listened to out of order so if you are a new listener to the show show number 242 is not where you should begin you should go back to my website to the podcast section click the podcast tab on what on earth is happening and you should listen in order from number one and only progress one podcast at a time don't skip around because each subsequent podcast has prerequisite material that is covered in the podcast before so it is not advised to skip around or listen or watch out of order watch and listen in order at your own pace and then you will understand what we are talking about here on what on earth is happening if you don't do that you're probably not going to get the context that all these things are framed in and you're going to be lost so keep that in mind this show each what on earth is happening episode does not stand alone on its own they are not self-contained episodes that needs to be very clearly understood especially by new listeners that this is a cumulative information show and later episodes rely on information covered in earlier earlier episodes so be aware of that so let's go over to my slides for today this show is 242. again it's entitled shadow work exposing the psychological fear factors that stop us from beginning part two we're also going to be taking calls and right after i'm finished my slideshow so you can get in the queue to have your call taken on the wall on earth this happening discord server go to what on earth is happening dot com slash discord or what on earth is happening dot com slash show and click the connect button in the discord widget on the show page so uh thank you to will keller for the great artwork uh he's been doing a really great job providing these uh podcast uh art pieces so thank you and um we're gonna really get deep into shadow work and what it is and how to do it today the practical techniques of shadow work is what i endeavor to show people at least one practical technique there are countless so that's going to be coming up in just a few moments a few quick housekeeping announcements of course we are on a new streamlined format i call it what on earth is happening 3.0 we're on a six month on six month off schedule uh as i said earlier so we're live every sunday from 3 to 6 p.m eastern u.s time from january through june and i'm running solo that means i am self-producing the show without a crew i've streamlined the show um format and uh the uh software to the point where i'm pretty much functionally able to do this we've had some technical hiccups of course and uh looks like we've ironed most of those out and hopefully things will continue to go smoothly in that regard last week i announced that uh since i was banned from patreon i started a subscribe star page but unfortunately i'm going to 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if you want more information on that once again go to what on earth is happening dot com slash ipfs but so far we're off to a pretty good and a pretty smooth start with the ipfs project i'm definitely happy with the progress my goal is to get at least maybe one more node a month set up if we can do that i'll be happy if we get 10 to 12 nodes set up by the end of the year i'm absolutely totally pleased with the progress of this project and if we continue at that pace that'll be wonderful so the freedom under natural law conference has been going on this weekend let me tell you something i'm highly impressed i watched all day yesterday every presenter was phenomenal i'm probably going to invite some new people as a result of watching them uh you know give their presentations on this conference to come on to the one great work network everybody did a phenomenal job i believe it's still ongoing right now i think they're going to be wrapping up in probably a couple hours a few hours so um 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presentation and wrapping up this topic on shadow work and then we'll be going to your calls to talk about shadow work and maybe uh what i want to set as a parameter for the call-ins is we talk about what either led you to start doing the one great work or the factors that you feel are still holding you back so that's what i really want to dig into today so if you're not comfortable talking about that uh maybe let's you know reserve this call session for people who are and want to talk about those psychological dynamics and uh if you haven't begun doing things publicly i'm not going to berate you on the air just let me say that up front okay we're going to just simply talk about what you feel is holding you back from coming out coming forward publicly and doing that type of work and we'll examine things about that and talk about you know how valid they are whether you know you are um believing something that isn't really true about yourself because that's what shadow work is all about it's about confrontation with elements of the self that are somewhat detrimental to your progressing in consciousness and in freedom and taking part in the work to accomplish those goals so um again this could be difficult yes but i promise i give you my word i will not berate people on the air we will simply have a discussion regarding your own personal shadow work what you did to either lead you to overcome your psychological fear factors and start doing the work or which of them are still present as a barrier and holding you back from beginning that type of work so if you're interested in calling in on those topics we do our call-ins on discord what on earth is happening dot com slash discord or what on earth is happening dot com slash show and click the connect button on the discord widget on the show page to join us on the discord server now before i continue i'm going to start off my slides um today with a quote uh sometimes i'll you know throw a great quote in this quote was actually emailed to me by a a viewer of the show who thanked me for my anger last week and said it's actually encouraging for me to hear that kind of passion and it's a motivation for me and some people say it's too much and i said at the beginning of this season of what on earth is happening i was going to try to curb extreme anger certain things do still set me off and it's generally about when people want to complain and haven't done work of their own and or do not understand what is required technologically to do something because they're so technologically illiterate yet they have an opinion on it right it's maddening to me okay and i sometimes go even overboard with the rage right so i'm gonna try to curb it back as i promised i would at the beginning of this season of what on earth is happening 3.0 not not year three you know i've been doing this for many more years than that but uh the third incarnation of the show in its format i would say uh and i did say i was going to try to because at the end of uh version 2.0 of what on earth is happening the rage was flowing pretty thick so uh i'm going to attempt to curb it a bit not saying that i'll never ever have a blow up or never get angry on the air just saying i'm gonna try attempt to temper it a bit um but i want people to understand it's perfectly valid and justifiable anger because imagine if you're one of the people that has dedicated your entire lives to a goal dedicated your entire life to a mission and then people who haven't done one spit to contribute to that mission claim to have an opinion about how you're doing it this is like somebody you know who's never driven a car in their lives going up to the person who's won the most nascar races and is an absolute master race car driver and complaining about how they drive their car when they know absolutely zero about the craft you know and that's what i'm trying to say i wanted i sort of want to repeat this almost every episode maybe i'll repeat it every single episode like i repeat this is a cumulative show does it waste time yes it does do people listen no they don't they still want to listen out of order they still want to bring me whatever complaints and or suggestions they have i want to repeat this over and over and over and over and over again until you get sick of hearing it i am not interested in your suggestions this is my show alone and no one has any other say over what i do here the end i don't care whether you don't like it if you don't like it shut it off you're not required to listen to me you're not required to watch this broadcast and i'm going to say it very matter-of-factly to your face if you don't like something i say if you get offended too easily if you don't you have an opinion about what i'm doing here i don't care i'm uninterested in those things do you understand morons out there who insist that you're going to give me a suggestion and i'm somehow going to follow it i'm going to do things my own way i'm not interested in your suggestions i don't want even constructive criticism from people who have done squat okay do you grasp this i will accept some polite constructive criticism from people who i consider to be my peers who are my equals in the quality and amount of work that they have put out publicly to the world and only those individuals so if jordan maxwell wanted to email me and give me a suggestion on what he thinks i was doing well or not doing so well i would probably take that under advisement from somebody like jordan maxwell but jordan doesn't do things like that you know why he does his own thing he does his own work because he's his own person he's his own man so he's not looking at what i'm doing and going i'm gonna go and tell marco he should do what he should do you sound like you hit yourself in the head with a hammer too many times this is how dumb you sound when you do this first of all do you see do you think i am going to other people who are actually doing things and saying to them you know what all these years you've been doing this i think you should do it my way i think you should i think you should do it this way i don't like that you're doing this or that or the other thing who am i to go and tell them the answer is shut the up i'm not interested in what you have to say about my work all i'm interested in is are you doing anything what the are you doing see that's what shadow work is shadow work is shutting the up and asking yourself what the have i done if i have to give an overarching personal definition of shadow work i'm going to give a working definition of shadow work on the on the next couple slides but if i have to give a personal definition of what shadow work ultimately is it's shut the up stop the mind chatter chatter chatter yap yap yap yap yap yap yap mouth all day mouth all day shut it up force it to shut up first and foremost secondly stop lying to yourself about how effective and what you're doing is what you think you're doing and how effective it is stop lying to yourself about the excuses that you've been making to yourself about what you're doing and how you're contributing or why you're not doing anything and why you're not contributing to the great work okay so it's shut the up stop making excuses and listen and you're not listening to me you're listening to the voice of creation that is already everywhere around us but it doesn't raise its voice like mark pacio does mark pacio raises his voice creation doesn't raise its voice because it is that which is for all eternity and set all the laws of nature into effect so what the does it has to raise its voice for okay i'm raising my voice to try to get through to hard-headed knuckleheads that don't want to understand a voice of wisdom in the world nature doesn't even do that because it's not a personal force it's a detached natural force that says if you want to burn your own house down go right ahead and burn it down and then you'll learn the lesson of why not to burn your own house down but if you want to do that have it have all you want in spades you're allowed to have all the suffering you ever can handle and want you're allowed what do you think is going on right now in the world we can build anything we want and we're choosing to build a torture chamber it's we're not even trying we're not even building a prison here on earth forget prison planet forget building the prison or the jail cell we're building the torture chamber we're saying to creation please break us at the rack draw and quarter us put our put our heads in the spike cage you know torture us with fire that's what humanity is really saying that's how wicked and crazy and insane and humanity is that's essentially what we're saying to creation what shadow work does is it shows you how to get all the chatter out of your mind and listen to the voice of creation which is telling you what you must and need to be doing for your optimum benefit but if you don't want to do that creation says you may have all the suffering you wish to have forever for all eternity for in a torture chamber if that's what you want for yourself if that's your best vision of what you deserve and what you should have for yourself by all means have it shadow work is the psychological work that attempts to take you out of the creation of your own torture chamber ultimately so let's move into some of the slides for today and as i said i'm going to be beginning with a quote about anger that a viewer sent me so here we go thomas aquinas uh the christian philosopher said he who is not angry when there is just cause for anger is immoral why because anger looks to the good of justice and if you can live amid injustice without anger you are immoral as well as unjust fabulous quote fantastic quote couldn't have said it any better and it says it all this is the source and reason for my displays of anger and i call it the sacred gift of anger we're going to do an extended presentation of the sacred gift of anger on the air extended presentation on it we're going to do an extended presentation on fear of sacrifice these are all shows coming up this season okay psyops we're going to be getting into we're going to be getting into satanic mindsets in different professions and institutions and we're going to get into what is the role of fear sorry what is the role of anger what fear factors are holding us back from putting forward the work and the sacrifices that we have to put forward you know this show is actually a part of that you could call this an addendum to fear of sacrifice and the freedom movement presentation that i recently gave which by the way uh it'll probably be going out for free next month maybe around mid next month around this time maybe i'll hold it until the spring equinox i'll release it on maybe how about this i'll release it on march 19th okay the date that uh is the beginning of the season of sacrifice and the date that i was you know basically uh given the commission of priests in the church of satan back when i was a satanist so march 19th i'll release fear of sacrifice publicly for free but i want to read this quote again because of how powerful it is thomas aquinas christian theologian and philosopher said he was not he who is not angry when there is just cause for anger is immoral why because anger looks to the good of justice meaning that if you feel righteous anger it is because you are using justice as a model you are using natural law as a model and seeing the good that that represents in creation and in the universe that it is the the role model of all good that can come out uh that can express itself in the universe and if there is injustice taking place that is holding back the manifestation in our lives the the outcome in our lives of justice then you are and you're not angry about that then that makes you an immoral person and that's true this is absolutely correct when i see people who can't get angry about what is happening they can get angry over losing money they can get angry about the outcome of a football game like many people will today okay you know a a child's game and that's what they're worried about that's what they think has any bearing over anything in their lives and that's that's what they're focusing their attention on and yeah they'll be satanic symbolism and rituals at halftime i get it you know of course but you know this should be like uh yeah and and what are you going to do about it you know sit there continuing to complain is that really going to accomplish anything or are you going to change who you are and then help other people to change who they are so this ends you know continuing with the quote why is a person immoral if they don't get angry about injustice aquinas goes on to say because anger looks to the good of justice and if you can live amid injustice without anger you are immoral as well as unjust it means you're not serving justice you're not serving natural law and because you don't get angry about those things that part of your heart that part of your soul has already been ripped away has already you've already been disconnected from that aspect of the true self and i know tons and tons and tons and tons of people like this they're eternally calm eternally calm people they never get stirred or angry or passionate and when i think about them from a soul perspective from a soul perspective i know that deep deep deep deep deep down in the psyche deep down in the heart deep down in the soul they're broken bad real real bad and all i have to say to people like that that if you can't feel like that if you don't really have that kind of passion and heart and you can't feel it in your balls to bones as the expression goes you should ask yourself the question when were you completely spiritually broken and i mean broken like they break a horse or a mule putting the putting the you know the yolk over its neck that's how i mean broken i mean you were broken as in you were turned into a slave literally if you can't feel things that deeply and that hard you don't care enough that's why you're not doing what you actually need to be doing you're not stirred by injustice in the heart deeply enough some may just be a little tiny bit but it's not the same as i'm gonna make this my passion i'm gonna make this my mission i'm gonna make this my life it's not the same you know i go back to talking often about uh movie allegories because i think they're a great modern cultural reference for this type of material and helping us to understand these psychological uh aspects of ourself and i remember the movie achilles the greek demigod achilles and he's talking before a battle before he goes off into battle he was known as one of the greatest greek warriors and before he goes off into battle he is talking to a child um you know an adolescent you know pre-teen somebody like that you know boy like that and the boy is saying aren't you afraid you know and you know he says no i'm going to do what i need to do you know and uh you know i'm gonna do what i know to be the right thing to do and he says well if i was going to go off and fight that army i'd be afraid and then achilles looks at him and just says to him directly right to the child's face that's why no one will ever remember your name and he's not saying this for egoic purposes he's not saying i need my name remembered for ego-based reasons that's not what he means he means what's going to make you a great person and i don't mean great like oh look at me how wonderful i am i could shoot three pointers endlessly from half court i'm not talking about that i'm talking about what's going to make you a person known that in the face of adversity and strife you still did the right thing that's what he means by a great man in biblical old testament terms this these were called the men of renown and it doesn't it's not a sexist term just men it means the people of renown those who did great deeds when it was required of them to do those great deeds and you know that's exactly the dynamic that we're talking about here do you want to be an average person who didn't really do anything great with their lives you know do you want to be somebody who's just mediocre or do you want to do great things do you want to do things that are going to go beyond political action go beyond charity go beyond financial action and go to the place that really changes the world and that is changing things from a psychological and spiritual level that's the only thing that does ever change the world ultimately long term yes there could be battles and wars and revolutions and yes they do change the world okay but i'm talking about long-term permanent change that can't easily be usurped or misdirected or you know uh guided in a in a different direction years down the line you know this is what happens you know with just about every movement you know it gets taken over from the inside and then it gets directed to you know places that it was never intended to go so let's move on here and this is the uh background of the uh uh title card for the show for today and i think it does a great job um expressing what shadow work really is you know it's not fun this person doesn't look like they're having fun because they're not they're in deep personal introspection this is what most people never want to do they never want to self-examine great philosophers have said a a selfish uh and a life that has not been deeply examined is not worth living paraphrasing you know a non-examined life is not worth living shadow work is self-examination ultimately and it's about dealing with all of the garbage all of the negative aspects of self that we don't want to look at we often just don't want to look at it most people if given the choice to look at the negative aspects of themselves want to run a million miles an hour in the opposite direction they want nothing to do with saying to themselves why am i the way that i am what fear factors have led me to be the way that i am is my are my choices my own are my likes and preferences my own are my behaviors of my own free will choice and doing or were they programmed into me by people whose name i'll never know who know infinitely more about my psychology than i ever learned in my entire existence you know i mean this is the point folks this is what it's ultimately all about where it begins and if you think you do this work and you come out the other side and you still have no flaws you don't understand what shadow work is if you think you do this work and you come out the other side and you're never ever afraid of anything you don't understand what shadow work is if you think you do this work and you come out the other side and you're never angry again you clearly have no idea what shadow work is and new agers will tell you all these lies you'll be perfectly at peace for the rest of your life you'll never be angry you'll never have any anxiety over anything you'll never be afraid of anything absolute new age and false spiritual teaching false spiritual teachings and i can't stress that enough if you bought these lies you know want to know why they want you to ignore the negative aspects of what's really going on never ever ever have any passion about it and just stay a quiet comfortable slave that's what the stand down movement called religion and called the new age movement is ultimately all about that's their goal and that's their methodology to keep you quiet unpassionate unmotivated inactive so that you remain a slave for the rest of your existence and so does everyone else and once again folks if you think that's what shadow work is i have very bad news for you you don't understand what it is at all you've never obviously done it truly you may have done false versions of it but you've never truly really really done it and truly done it for the right reasons you know not talking about the advancement of your career not talking about the new car you want or the new home you want to move into you want to move into a bigger house or a mcmansion that's not what i'm talking about we're talking about goals that advance the human condition forward that perform the great work that truly deeply influence other people's mind and their psychology toward justice to the right in the world you know and stop and make it pull back from all the wrongdoings and the wrong deeds of this world so that we rob the negative and evil of its power and we actually give power to those who are truly doing good in the world this is what shot this is what real shadow work is real shadow work advances the cause of justice it advances the understanding of natural law long-term ultimately it improves us by getting rid of the the negative psychological fear factors that are holding us back from doing that kind of work and and i shouldn't even say gets rid of completely it lets you navigate them it lets you mitigate them it lets you become more powerful them even if they're still there you transcend them see that's what transcendence really means it means you know that there's a negative but you're going to power through it you know there's a phrase i'm going to keep saying over and over and over again folks willpower cannot be just magically grown you have to work you have to practice at it you have it's like is strength just going to be magically gained you have to work your musculature are you going to magically become a good martial artist overnight no you have to practice to overcome the things that are psychologically holding you back shadow work is a practice and it means just what you think it means you're looking at the shadow you're looking at the negative you don't ignore the negative ignoring the negative ensures that it grows and eventually devours you see this is the kind of work i had to do day in and day out day in and day out before starting what on earth is happening back in 2007 i had to ask myself why am i not speaking out i'm watching a presenter speak and give give a lecture on something i feel is important why am i not that individual why am i not not that individual but why am i not doing what that individual is doing why am i not contributing to educating the public and i had to ask myself why am i not doing that what's holding me back what's the fear you know people say oh public speaking is a huge fear most people fear death less than public speaking meaning given the choice they would actually rather die than speak publicly in front of other people and i think all that just stems from lack of self-examination what do they think they are missing or not good enough in that says i'm not qualified to speak in front of others and this is what shadow work helps you to find out and work through it doesn't mean those fears are not going to be there at all it means you're going to power through them again that's the phrase i'm going to keep saying over and over you have to train and practice to power through your weakness it doesn't magically go away and it's the worst thing you could do is just say that's how i am or that's who i am saying that's how i am or that's who i am does not solve the problem that ensures more of it you have to say i'm going to make an endeavor to improve upon this that's what shadow work is it's going to say i'm going to look at the deep ugly aspects of myself and ask myself why am i like this what made me like this is this my optimum self is this going to contribute optimally to what i say i want to do and then how do i conquer that in the sense that i power through it and do the right thing anyway even if that's still there it doesn't mean you eradicate it this is a common misconception and that's the difference between the eastern traditions and the western traditions of spirituality of true spirituality the eastern traditions always teach this ascetic path where all this has to be suppressed and buried and never expressed and you know eradicated no the western tradition does not say that the occultic western mystery traditions say work with that shadow side become friends with it even understand that it is there for a reason make it a tool in your arsenal take it out only when necessary use it to your advantage there are ways of using negative aspects of the self to your advantage integrate it power through the parts that are holding you back as a detriment that's what the goal of shadow work ultimately is powering through that's what real transcendence is you transcend the condition that was holding you back and acting as a detriment so i want to give my personal working definition of shadow work because i realized last week that when i gave the first half of this show and talked about practical applications of shadow work and the questions we need to ask first of all how it relates to occultism and initiation and stopping the practice of lying to yourself and dreaming about what you think the state of the world is instead of accepting it as it really is and then working from that point forward to change it we never really define what shadow work is as as a technique as a set of techniques uh you know this is an arsenal you could call it you know it's it's a it's a collection of weaponry against the things that are holding us back again the title of the show is shadow work and the subtitle is the psychological exposing the psychological fear factors that stop us from beginning so that is what shadow work does it exposes those psychological fear factors it gets us to confront them understand why they're there and what put them there gets us to examine is this leading to what i say i want or am i just lying to myself and saying this is just how things are or this is just how i am or who i am and then we have to ask the question are those things a lie are they not true are those programs that are implanted maybe perhaps all the way from our formative years of development when we were zero through six years of age six and a half seven years of age and we were told these lies and we believed them and incorporated them into our body computer you know the mind the brain etc and then they started firing as synaptic patterns all weave together in a you know in a network and they become ingrained behaviors so this is what has to be we have to define what does shadow work is do what is it and what does it do what does it help us to accomplish so let's look at this simple working definition of shadow work shadow work is psychological and spiritual improvement techniques which are performed by an individual we do this unto ourselves it's not done externally there's no external power when it comes to shadow work we could have someone explaining the techniques to us but ultimately we have to perform the techniques upon ourselves so their psychological and spiritual improvement techniques which are performed by the individual in order to identify confront and transmute or transcend specific negative or detrimental aspects of the psyche and personality let me read the working definition one more time psychological shadow work is a set of psychological and spiritual improvement techniques performed by the individual in order to identify confront and transmute specific negative or detrimental aspects of the psyche and personality and what those negative and detrimental aspects do is they serve to hold us back from our true goals from what we say we truly want in life so if you say you want freedom but you're not contributing to other people's understanding of freedom how effective you are how effective are you in helping freedom to grow in the world you have to honestly ask yourself that question then the next question has to become what's holding you back from performing those tasks and then you got to go into the and into the self and do the shadow work and examine the psychological fear factors that are holding you back from personal improvement so that you do those things so that you act in a moral capacity instead of stay silent and therefore stay complicit with the evil that is all around us and folks all you got to do is look to an example like people on the one great work network or look to an example like the organizers of the funnel conference and those who spoke at the funnel conference look at what these individuals did it's no small feat you know i was listening to the roundtable discussion last night from organizers and speakers and me i think almost every one of them attended previous how to become the true media seminars and i was blown away by that because now we're seeing what they know how to do and what they're doing i'm just i'm thrilled i can't you know it's it's uh amazing you know this shows it in practical application and it should be an example an ex an example is set on here's how you get out there and do the great work folks you know think about that less than two years all of some of the people there are less than a year doing this type of work you know that's unbelievable it shows you anybody can do and they have full-time jobs you know it's not like they're doing all doing this full-time you can make the time for it you can make the effort for it it doesn't matter what else you're doing in your life you could dedicate a small portion of your time to learning and improving yourself and reaching out and being creative and putting that creative energy forward to educate and uplift others anything telling you you can't is an excuse and a lie so i think this establishes moving forward a very acceptable working definition for what shadow work really is and many people will tell you it's there to eradicate those negative things you notice i didn't say eradicate it i never promised you the negative aspects of psyche and personality would be eradicated or gone for all eternity they can still be there and even manifest themselves but it's a matter of do you let them own you do you let them stop you see that's what most people are doing in their psychological and spiritual weakness because they haven't done enough shadow work upon themselves they are allowing those negative aspects to beat them they're allowing those negative aspects to hold them back from their true potential because people don't believe they have a tremendous potential all you have to do is look at what you know was done in the seed conference last year what was done in the funnel conference this year and let that be an example to what you can achieve and you know what folks once you start doing it you realize it's not that hard it's not that hard there are roadblocks that you have to work toward you know overcoming and getting past and it can be challenging and it could be annoying but it's doable it's not something that is impossible and this is what we tell ourselves that's impossible for me that's what they tell themselves that's impossible for me now sometimes you have to be honest with yourself right if you don't have any land to grow food on you're not going to grow enough food to feed your family right not every person is going to be a gardener that can grow enough food in a very small amount of space with no arid with no um plantable land to um feed multiple people so of course there are interdependencies and not everybody's going to be the be on end all of everything okay we have to pick our battles in that regard obviously but most people have the capability of putting their voice out to others i'd say almost everybody in western culture does at this point almost everyone obviously there's extreme poverty in places and they simply would not have the ability through technology to do it but most people in the average everyday american middle class have this capability already and what's holding them back is not technological you know ignorance what's holding them back is psychological fear it's something that they're telling themselves inside i'm not good enough i'm not smart enough that'll never be me i don't have that kind of courage i don't want to be a public figure etc so forth so on odd infinitum a billion excuses will manifest the ego will tell you anything to stop you it will tell you anything to stop you so last week we ended on asking a few questions that have to do with doing shadow work and here were some of the questions that we asked in the performance of practical shadow work one of the first things you have to ask yourself is what stories am i telling myself about who i am my characteristics my personality my capabilities etc my potential and then the first question that has to be asked is are they true because shadow work is part of the first step of occult initiation if it's true occult shadow work and not new age woo nonsense that the new age movement wants you to believe is shadow work if we're doing real occultic shadow work the first thing we're trying to do is transcend and live up we're trying to transcend the weaknesses that have led us not to perform the first step of initiation transcend those so that we can attain the first step of initiation which is stop lying to yourself so we have to ask what lies have we bought about ourselves what lies have we told ourselves about ourselves and are those things that we're telling ourselves about ourselves true or not and if they're not true we have to stop telling them to ourselves we have to stop believing in them and letting them hold us back so this was what we're endeavoring to do through practical application of shadow work when we do it in our lives and then i'm going to give one example again look you could look at a billion different examples of shadow work there's eft tapping on meridian lines there's uh transcendental meditation uh there's rhythmic breathing you know there's temperature techniques uh and we could explore these again odd infinitum forever there's thousands of shadow work techniques right the things that i'm going to talk about are what i find to be the most powerful and effective ones not knocking any of the other ways that this could be done but i find that direct confrontation with the self is the most powerful effect and effective and gets you there the quickest you could take all these roundabout methods right and what they are is more for those who are heavily traumatized that don't want to do it in the most direct route because they generally say i'm not strong enough for that i'm too weak i've been traumatized too much and yes there are many individuals who have to take that route and not knocking it what i'm saying is most of us haven't undergone unimaginable traumas that don't make a direct method possible if that does describe you then use more indirect methods i don't really care how you get there you could use whatever methodologies you want they will all be effective if they're used correctly but i'm going to use simple not involving going out and buying anything not involving going out doing anything you could do them right now in your house grab a piece of paper and a pen that's about as complicated as it gets okay do you have a chair in your home that's about as complicated as it gets okay yeah you could do it laying on a bed but if you do it on a chair in front of a mirror it's more effective you know handwriting it down i find is even more effective than even putting it in digitally because we're connecting with the behavior that we're doing write it down you know we're gonna get to the techniques of what you're gonna write down but this is the overarching question that has to be first presented to ourselves what stories what stories have i been telling to myself are they really true or are they just excuses and stories and then what am i gonna do to confront those stories that i've been telling myself okay that's real occult shadow work and that's why most people probably never heard it describe this simply as that because they want to make it more complicated to obfuscate what it really is and what it's there to to do to help us to do you got to ask yourself what have i told myself about why i can't do something that is required again last week we talked about why are we talking about requirements because we say we want freedom will this freedom just magically come because we snap our fingers and we say we want it no there are requirements does earth currently meet the requirements for true freedom no it does not then we have to discover through knowledge what are those requirements and if we say this is truly what we say we want are we contributing to the attainment through the requirements it's not that hard folks this is actually stupid it's stupid to have to explain it okay i sit in this chair every week and i'm like why do i have to explain things that should be this simple and self-evident to people then it makes me angry that people have been become this conditioned and this dumbed down that someone some south philly punk like me should be sitting here every week speaking to thousands of people about how do you do self-examination so you stop telling yourselves because humans like i said last week are great bullshitters they love the lie to themselves we'll lie to ourselves endlessly to tr if we think it's gonna uh uh get us out of any kind of short-term suffering or any kind of short-term discomfort we'll lie to ourselves and that's never gonna get the requirements put into effect for obtaining real freedom never gonna happen in a billion years so we have to train ourselves in practice so that we do these shadow work techniques to get us ourselves to be honest with ourselves again the first dictum of all the occult world and every mystery school tradition is stop lying to yourself is what you're telling yourself a lie then stop telling it to yourself stop believing it and if we really do this shadow work personally you know it doesn't mean doesn't involve anybody else no one has else has to know it's it's private and you can keep it private if you prefer i've talked a lot about the shadow work that i had to do to come out of uh the the satanic mindset that i was in in the depression that it led to when i realized what i was involved with how bad i beat myself up over that as i've told people many times in the past on the show i was so depressed i didn't interact with hardly anyone i was laying in my bedroom day after day playing doom metal you know which is droning sad depressing form of heavy metal you know and just dwelling in beating myself up over my former ignorance and what i had allowed myself to become involved in that's not really shadow work you know that's self chastisement you know self flagellation and that's wasn't really helping you know until i really deeply confronted the things that made me get fooled fall for the satanic nonsense and ask myself what i believed that wasn't true you know and started doing real shadow work then i started to come out of that depression and that's hard i'm not gonna lie to you it's hard work but to continue to allow it not to begin you're never going to improve you're never going to progress you're never going to make any improvements or progress to get you to assist in the requirements for true freedom to manifest and again this is what most people will do they'll sit there they'll say hey what really needs to be done and then when they realize how hard that work is to do because you're confronting the things about yourself that are that you've been telling yourself and accepting and saying i think that's okay i think that's okay you know most people want to run a million miles away from this type of work again shadow work is not about telling yourself that your uh wrong behavior or that your excuses for doing so are okay it's about acknowledging that they're there that's the confrontation stage identify confront transmute if there are three stages of shadow work those are it identify the problem that's how you make a diagnosis through knowledge what is there that is a lie that i'm hold clinging on to what is the fear factor that i'm clinging on to because i don't want to power through it and transmute it and overcome it by an act of will by powering through what is holding me back confront direct confrontation with the self that's one of the most fearful things like i said sitting in front of the mirror is one of the most fearful things anybody could ever imagine so as we you know move forward into slides that's why i put this mirror here you know will uh who who's making the artwork i found this photo and i asked him send that to me i want to use it as a background because that's powerful the chair in front of the mirror you know so what are the practical applications of how do we expose those false stories that we've believed because we've lied to ourselves right we have to identify techniques that can help with that and like i said one of the biggest techniques is sitting in front of a mirror and then starting to pose those questions to yourself have i just told myself a story about myself that isn't true here's one sit down in front of a mirror why haven't i begun the work of publicly telling people what's going on in the world to unlock more minds what what what has held me back from doing this i have a phone i could point it at myself and then hit publish if nothing else if i don't do anything else everybody in modern middle class america has a cell phone they could go like this and point it at their face say you know what this has all been a big psyop through fear people shouldn't have anything to fear the only thing that you should be fearful of is are you in a state of fear and you've allowed them to hold you in it through their mental manipulation click publish it's on a social media platform every person has the ability to do that immediately today immediately as in stop listening to the podcast stop listening to the show right now and hold the camera to your face and hit record and then hit upload every person if we're being honest with ourselves right if we're not blowing up our own rear end okay which is a nasty feedback loop okay so you'll get backed up doing that not a good idea instead sit in front of the mirror and ask yourself the question what's holding me back is it the story that you're not smart enough absolute lie to the self 100 absolute lie to the self because everybody today knows where the camera app is on their phone that's about as smart as you have to be it's fear so you sit in that mirror and you start being honest with yourself it's fear it's not that you're not smart enough total excuse let's put this center stage sorry let me step back let's put this center stage center stage you're sitting in the chair you're looking in the mirror why haven't i begun the great work oh that's too hard i'm not smart enough for that i don't know technology you have a phone in in your pocket you have a phone on your desk you have a phone on your table you have a phone in your hand if you're not lying to yourself the answer is you have a cell phone in your home you know where the camera app is yeah you do stop bullshitting yourself stop lying to yourself you know where it is on on the phone do you know where the record button is yeah you do stop bullshitting stop lying to yourself saying that you don't know how to do it you're a liar that's all it comes down to right you got to say that i you don't need to hear mark pacio saying this to yourself you need to say it to yourself you need to look in the mirror and say that to yourself so then then continue to stop lying to yourself and ask the question why haven't i done it yet it isn't because you don't know how it isn't because you don't have the capability it isn't because you're not rich enough you don't have enough money you're not smart enough you don't know how the technology works you're a liar liar liar to self above all else that which you should not do if you become a true initiate into the occult world stop lying to yourself tell yourself the truth in the chair looking at your image back in the mirror you've been a coward up to this point not not beating up on you just being honest it's fear and you've over you've let the fear overcome you you've let it stop you you've let it stop you from what you know you need to do you've let it stop you from right action you've let it stop you from beginning you could build on that beginning it's not perfect it's not going to be high uh production value but you know how many people do podcasts like that and have never moved on from doing them like that people with a lot more subscribers than me let me tell you a lot more viewers than i have okay still do podcasts just like that pointing a phone to their face and then hitting upload and that's all they do no pre-production no post-production it isn't like what on earth is happening it's a lot easier and everybody just about who isn't physically completely disabled you know or have some type of condition of mental retardation okay or isn't in a state of abject extremity of poverty that doesn't even have a cell phone or an internet connection yes maybe you can't do that right now that would not be lying to yourself you're you having a a technological roadblock of some sort so if that's the case okay try to overcome that with through resources you know there are ways but for just about everybody else the answer is you're lying to yourself and the only thing that's holding you back is fear fear of what you have to lose worldly in a worldly capacity we're going to go over them we're going to write them down and that's what you next need to do after admitting the truth to yourself you put this on paper so that you can look at it and then track your progress it needs to be some type of a physical thing put it in a slideshow presentation a keynote or a powerpoint document a word document print it out be able to look at it i find writing it down works the best with dredging up the subconscious you know archetypal energies and making you confront them directly and then transmute them writing it has some energetic power to it so i would suggest writing it down see because by writing it you're writing it by w-r-i-t-e right you are going to r-h-i-r-i-g-h-t write it you're going to make it right by writing it on paper you know we don't often understand how green language works in these capacities but this is what it does when it comes to shadow work you write it through with a pen and paper so you can write it by making it right and doing the moral action in the world so let's continue looking at this dynamic and last week i said we're going to start the cons and pros of putting shadow work down on paper looking at yourself in that mirror which is very uncomfortable process in and of itself you don't beat up on yourself but you have to have a firm hand with yourself so i'm going to try to take my own advice there and tread that line of being harsh being stern right being strict but not berating and beating people up mercilessly there is a balance point that has to be tread there i'm aware of that right so you start with the cons and i said this may confuse people you know start with the negative because when you start with the negative you're letting all that out of yourself you're beginning the process of releasing it by starting with it and putting it center stage first right then what you're going to do is write down the positive side on the right and you're going to look at how ridiculous your side on the left looks after it's complete when you compare it with the site on the right that are the pros and what could be gained versus your petty things on the the left that are all about ego and fear okay and like i said allegorical movies i'll keep referencing some harry potter the whole series beautiful wonderful allegory about conquering evil and government and not holding on to that power and wanting to wield it as a weapon represented by the elder wand at the end which harry breaks and throws off the cliff because no one should wield that kind of power over anyone as voldemort sought to do in this allegorical series of films uh the one of the teachers i don't remem recall his name off the top of my head he taught defense against the dark arts in one of the seasons is teaching the students how to overcome some of their deepest seated psychological fears and he puts into this magical box their fear right he has a representative uh dynamic representative vision of their fear let's say they're afraid of clowns right when they when the student opens the box a huge clown will pop out of the box and it's the thing that they might fear the most in life you know they have some psychological deeply seated because there's some trauma that happened to them when they were a child of clowns they don't want to look at them right they're they're very uncomfortable and disturbed and fearful in their presence but then what do they have to do they have to confront the fear they don't run away they confront it and they have to hit it with a spell called the ridiculous spell you know showing that my fear of this and my allowing it to hold me back from what i know i need to do is ridiculous it's funny they transmute it with with uh you know humor and and you know laughing at it laughing at the ridiculousness of it and this is what we have to do is say how ridiculous it's not it's not berating and beating up on yourself but it's saying how ridiculous have i been that something that is this achievable and obtainable i'm not doing because of some ridiculous fear and then when you look at what other people can do or what everybody goes oh look i'm not mark pascio i don't know the things about computing that he knows to be able to do these things well look at what just happened with the funnel conference every single one of the people involved would have told you only two years ago they didn't know one of they didn't know any of those things they sat in a conference with me over a course of a few months and they learned they paid attention and they learned then they did it they practically applied it and this involves a little bit of work you don't have to they still did their other work in their lives and lived their lives or they would have starved to death or lost their homes or whatever and not been able to do this conference so they still did the other things there was still time to even do those other worldly things you know i'm not telling you to be an ascetic and go live out in the desert somewhere that's not part of the western mystery traditions it's not part of what i consider true occultic schools of thought that's eastern asceticism and i want no part of that you know so let's start to look at the practical way that we deal with this we simply we simply use a very real world approach that involves very little technology patent paper pad and pencil a mirror a chair if you can position yourself comfortably on the chair in front of the mirror that's optimal and then you start writing down your thoughts on why or why not you have begun the great work and what i mean by that is telling people the truth of what's really going on in the world to the best of your understanding telling them the truth about objective morality to the best of your understanding telling them why certain jobs are immoral inherently and they shouldn't be doing them to the best of your understanding explaining how morality and freedom are directly interdependent and connected to each other are inextricable from each other to the best of your understanding why haven't you begun that why haven't you put your name on a creative piece of work and published it to the world i have hundreds of pieces of work with my name on it out there now immortalized on the ipfs network in the blockchain right so for other people not to do it is just unacceptable you know because everybody can do it in their own way and help get people to a higher level understanding of what's really going on so let's move forward and look at some of these practices i'm going to take this back into windowed mode and what you're going to do is you're going to write down the cons first once again we want the negative out in the open immediately okay that's the real occult way of doing it because the right hand side of this column is going to devastate the left hand side as we shall see so we move forward and what we're going to see as i said last week this is where we left off the cons are what i call the fear-based psychological factors that stop me from beginning again now we're going to use first person because we're going to say this is what you're saying to yourself as you write these down what are the psychological fear factors that stop me and you don't even have to look at it like that just look at it as reasons that i'm stating i haven't started yet and again we could list thousands right obviously we're not gonna have time to do that okay um so what i did is i have done some of this type of work as social experiments between me and other individuals simply asking people who have begun what led you to start you know what did you know had to be done or how it would help that like made you see i got to do this right and those are those will be the pros we talk about later but i also asked them what was holding you back before you started or for people who haven't started i said what do you think's holding you back what reasons could you give for why you haven't yet begun and i found that there were four major categories on each side approximately obviously we could identify many more or even other major categories but there were basically four major categories into which every one of these dynamics could be subfiled so we could like have these four major categories as folders right and then there were other little things you know that that we could file into the folders as as files as paperwork but these four folders were the dynamics that either prevented people from beginning or propelled them to begin so we're going to look at each one of these and the first one that we left off on last week was fears about their personal characteristics or aspects of their psyche so and you'll see that these progress from personal issues that are very deeply nested in the subconscious they're probably the strongest things nested all the way back to the formative years from the hypnogic state that we emerge into the world in up to our first uh six and a half to seven years approximately and then they progress downward right so then they go to things that are more externalized like uh not knowing how to do things or not having the resources to do certain things but these are the things that are actually the most important up here at the top folder okay the top dynamic is the lies we tell ourselves about who we are right those are the things that really stop people as we build down yes the the things further down still stop us and hold us back but we'll find they're actually less of a factor than this one right here this is the number one what stories are we telling ourselves about who we are and what our capabilities are because they're not true they aren't they're fear-based cowardice is holding us in those beliefs because of what we think we have to lose but ultimately it's stuff that we've bought about who we are that's a lie so it is the i'm not blank enough i don't have this as an inherent quality right so do you think that i was always as good of a person as i am now and i mean capital g capital p good person was i a good person in the past i could have looked at myself back in the past and say i'm not a good enough person and it would have been true but if i would have said i'm incapable of becoming a good person that's a lie did i know how to do the things that i know how to do today even three years ago i could not have made this show three years ago i learned how to do this do you think i was a video production expert did i know how to make a put a motion background and then put uh you know borders and put video inside and set it up as a production and stream it to you know eight different streaming platforms no did not know how to do that three three three and a half years ago i learned i gained the knowledge and became smarter in that regard more skilled in that regard so people will say i'm not good enough i'm not smart enough i'm not skilled enough i'm not motivated enough etc but what they're really saying is i don't have enough of these qualities now and i'm not telling you it may not be true maybe you don't know how to make a presentation and deliver it on a streaming platform today today does that mean you are incapable of learning how to do that now now if you answer yes you're full of you're a liar to yourself you are capable of learning how to do it you just haven't made it a priority enough in your life you haven't cared enough about what's going on in the world to take enough of the time of your life and dedicate it to that project that's that's honesty you've prioritized other things but yet you still say you want freedom well don't tell me you want freedom and that's up here on your list if you don't make the priority to do the things necessary to help people to understand real freedom and thus to help it manifest in the world that if that's way down here on your priority list you're lying to yourself so this is the first aspect of shadow work list the negatives and then look at how you're telling yourself things that aren't really true you are good enough to begin this work if you've you understand why it should be done at all if you understand objective morality you've begun on the path and you are good enough to begin helping to explain it to others now if you're a moral relativist maybe it's true see you got to be honest right maybe you're not actually a good enough person to do the great work maybe you have more internal work to do before you start doing external work if you're still a moral relativist that puts you in a satanic mindset and then you have to ask yourself the question am i really a good person because i'm still a moral relativist if you think rights come from humanity maybe you shouldn't do the great work maybe you shouldn't speak out you know maybe that does make you not a good enough person you know you have to be honest with yourself about these things if you don't understand your rights are inherent to creation and don't come from human beings maybe you'll do more harm by speaking out and telling people lies than you would speaking out and telling them the truth so maybe it's good that you don't begin so i'm not going to just say every single individual in the world is immediately cut out for the nature of this work that would also not be true but there are tons and tons and tons and tons of people who have a firm understanding of this and are sitting back going let me tune in to mark pascio again instead of let me make my own show and start telling more people who would have never heard of mark pascio won't sit through 30 seconds of this show you see those are the people i'm really speaking to you know like i said when i get angry and call people immoral for not beginning this and say that you know you're a piece of trash or whatever i scream i'm not saying it to the people who have started doing the great work if you are someone contributing to the solution then i'm not talking to you when i get angry and tell people you're part of the problem you're the problem if you're not speaking out if you claim to know how this dynamic works and you're not speaking out you claim to know the wrongs that are going on and taking place in our world and you're not speaking out against them you're the problem and shadow work helps you to identify you being part of the problem and get you to disconnect from being part of the problem and get you to connect to being part of the solution so this is dynamic number one category if you will number one of all of these negative cons or what i'd simply call the excuses or the fear factors that hold us back from beginning so let's move on and look at the next category and once again they're the most powerful i would say that they decree the the let me try to quantify this for you okay when i did these social experiments the most people gave me these reasons fears about their their own personal characteristics and who they are i got those more than any other answer and they're the most powerful so as we go down the list the reasons or the excuses right are less the ones below and the ones below are actually less powerful so all the power is up here this is the number one thing you gotta work past i'm not blank enough is the number one answer number one answer okay although you do get some of the next few answers okay which the next one is i don't know how to do it i don't have this skill set and again you could look at that as okay that's part of being skilled or smart enough but it's a practical tech technique or application they mean literally they don't have the knowledge of what program is required to make a presentation and then how do you actually go about bringing graphics and and putting text into it and positioning them and then saving it as a presentation and delivering it they literally don't know how to do those things and this is what the how to become the true media seminar helps to correct you there are and you don't have to take my seminar there's a million other seminars in a million different places there's free online tutorials you won't be instructed by mark pacio and my experience of doing these things and little pitfalls that you could avoid you know little tricks that i've learned over the years as a person who's deeply ensconced in the field of technology who has been but hey if you want to go somewhere else to learn be my guest you don't have to take my seminar but that's why i give the seminar so that this excuse cannot be here well i just i was never good with computers you've never tried hard enough right you have a fear of technology if you sit down and demystify it and start with the basics you can learn it but you didn't do that that's the problem so stop lying to yourself i'm just not good with technology wrong incorrect that's a lie you're lying to yourself and others by saying that while it may be the actual fact of the matter that right now you are not it's not true about your inherent characteristics as a being it is absolutely learnable and achievable if you put a little bit of effort to it some people who told this excuse to themselves who have taken my seminar have come out the other end of the seminar and have said it's totally demystified to me now i understand more about how it works i may not be an expert but i'm no longer telling myself the excuse i'm just not good with technology because i demystify it for people and i make it far easier than them looking at it with no frame of reference in their mind and then that creates like a panic like oh i'm scared of this so i'm gonna break something or i don't know what to do and we look at it calmly we take people through every step of the way and say here's how this is actually done and then they go that's all it is yeah it isn't as hard as you believed in your mind that it was see but do you have to put time into it yes you do is it an effort yes it is it's not just no effort you magically get the skill set no skill set works like that you have to pay attention you have to put the time in you have to practice you know but i'm going to lay the found work the foundation for you the groundwork and then in your own time you repeat it and you learn through the repetition and you get better at it that's with anything else you're not going to get every uh technique that is shown in a martial arts seminar they show techniques uh a lot of them and quickly and you have a couple of attempts to try to duplicate it and you have to take notes or try to like you know really observe and memorize the movement and then you have to practice when you go home maybe try to find videos on it somewhere can be difficult for slow instruction and that's how it works you know and you practice with somebody who knows more than you to get better well that's how you overcome this fear this psychological fear find a mentor ask somebody that knows more to you than you to show you take my seminar don't take my seminar but go to other seminars or online classes you know absolutely achievable and if you're telling yourself it's not achievable you're lying to yourself so to conquer these fears about i don't know how to do this this or that you take a very real world practical application will it require time yes will require patience and perseverance yes won't require practice yes not gonna lie but if you don't do those things will you ever gain that i know how to do it now no you'll stay there in ignorance and that's what it means to be ignorant the ways of achieving what you say you want are there but you're ignoring them you're not doing them and this works for anything any skill set in life right from cleaning your room to cooking food to being healthier to learning technology to learning organizational skills to learning how to make presentations to learning you know speaking and persuasion techniques etc you could go on and on and on about the life skill set it's gonna be the same thing stop telling yourself i just can't do it you know now of course not everybody's gonna fight like mike tyson right not everybody's going to become a martial artist like bruce lee there are people with tremendous inherent talent but that doesn't mean that you can't do the best of your ability with the skill sets that you currently have and refine them and improve on them to develop new and better skill sets and do even better it's a matter of stopping lying to yourself and telling yourself that you can't for some excuse or fear-driven reason and that is what shadow work helps you to do confront the reason write it down what do you think you lack do you think that's unachievable why do you think you can achieve it what are you telling yourself about yourself and that goes up to that top one all of the bottom ones are going to lead upward to the top one okay if you get past that top one you're 90 percent there all right so let's move on to the third out of four so we have fears about our personal characteristics we have fears about our capabilities our skill sets what's underneath that one this is a big one that holds a lot of people back fears about worldly attachments i'm afraid that if i get involved in this endeavor or in this field i'm speaking out against powerful interests i might lose blank so we went from i'm not blank enough to i don't know how to blank to i'm afraid of losing blank and a ton of people are s stopped by this a ton of people are in this trap because this is one of them that may be true once again i'm telling you not to lie to yourself so i can't lie to you right you may lose relationships with people who will suddenly look at you differently not understand what you're doing because they're in fear and ignorance and then your relationship may go south with them not uncommon might happen but then was it ever a true relationship as i've said on this show and i think maybe i need to revisit it i don't think i don't think it's deeply absorbed enough when i have conversations with others and i try to flush out whether they really deeply understand this attachment dynamic when it comes to relationships i don't get good feedback on it and i feel like that means i didn't talk enough about it i didn't hammer it in and repeat and repeat and repeat and repeat and again that's what this show needs repetition i might need to go back and recover um earlier things that i talked about because i don't feel people still have a firm grasp of them and one of them is what a real relationship means you could have a billion different types of relationships and hardly any of them might be genuine a genuine relationship means that there's a connection between each individual and truth first and foremost a genuine relationship forms a pyramid where each individual is half of the triangle okay it looks like this okay and each individual is half the triangle they are at the bottom here and they're making a connection to the other person but they're both connected individually to truth truth is up here at the apex of the pyramid or the triangle so this is one individual this is individual two and they make a connection here on the earth but their connection is ultimately passed through a connection to truth that they individually have that's a genuine relationship without that connection if this person's on their own without that connection over here like this and this person's over over here and has a connection to truth that's not a genuine relationship conversely if both of them are like this and neither has a connection to truth not a genuine relationship only if both are individually on their own already have a fundamental one-on-one connection and relationship to truth then can they form a genuine relationship with others so when you if you did lose certain worldly things like a relationship a career which makes you money in a certain way are you losing anything genuine is the question that has to be asked see you might tell yourself this one this excuse or fear factor and yes this one could be true right it could not be true in a certain way because the the attachment is already illusory as in the form of a relationship between with you and someone who is not truly connected to to truth or it could be real you might get fired from your job if you speak out doctors are bit big attachments to this one people in the health so-called health care right i call it don't give a damn about health industry right they don't they don't care doesn't care a bit about health industry that's what we should be calling it not the healthcare industry because they don't have true care when it comes to people's health what they do have true care about is maintaining the lexus in the family how uh house garage they care a lot about maintaining that lexus there you know but don't worry about what actually provides care genuine care to others you know if it interferes with my bank account that's what i care about so let's start calling it the don't care about health industry because that's what it really is and doctors are a huge part of this dynamic if i speak out about what i know about what the the real thing that's going on here with the vaccines with the alleged you know uh virus so-called uh i might get fired from the active job that i have and there goes my way of life as far as you know how i maintain the things that i currently have and the relationships i currently have well you know what if you're really a good person so be it you have to say so be it i'm not going to continue to be complicit with evil just over worldly attachment you may have to have hardship for a while and then other people go how could you be judgmental like that and say that he his concerns over feeding his family aren't valid very easy when it affects other people's rights you are actively involved in the performance of a wrongdoing that you have no right to take you're not doing something that you have a right to do by putting food on the table for your child or your wife when you're already acting in an immoral capacity by lying or propping up a lie that's a wrongdoing that's called deceit and it doesn't lead to informed decision-making it leads to people staying in fear and making incorrect decisions that lead to the the furtherance of tyranny so don't tell me someone has a right to do those things don't tell me i can't be as harsh as i am on cops and military that are violating other people's rights as human beings rights as human beings and principles come before anybody making money dumbass i'm not going to be soft on somebody and tell you you have a valid point you don't have any point at all when you say oh how could you tell people possibly lose your career or possibly lose your house because you're doing the wrong thing that's why and it should be self-evident for for people to say somebody saying that to somebody is too harsh you don't know what the you're talking about you're making excuses for other people which is just as bad as making excuses for yourself when you're that much of a dumb ass and you don't know how principles work to bring about freedom so maybe you need to go back to podcast number one and learn something and maybe other people should tell people to do that and learn a thing or two about real principles because they don't obviously don't have them they would have been good little nazis in nazi germany they would have been telling the the shutstoffel the ss what a fine job you're doing as a german citizen and they would have been telling people who were telling him don't serve this evil regime how dare you say that to him he has a family he's got to put food on his table he's doing a great job as as a shitstop officer get the out of here morons saying that saying that to people who are trying to morally educate and edify others as to how real principles operate and work in their lives i said i'm not gonna i'm not gonna harp on it and and be vicious but look people who want to tell people they have no right to tell people that you need to shut your mouth because you don't know what the you're talking about at all all right and maybe people who hear this nonsense in our society need to say to the people principles are more important truth is more important rights are more important freedom is more important than anybody putting food on their table loser if you don't understand that you're just a rotten scumbag of a piece of trash human being you're not even a human being you're just a rock rotten piece of trash scumbag and it needs to be said like that i don't need to make the whole show ravening anger but it has to be said like that so is it true you might lose worldly attachments like this yes it is should that matter regarding your decision no it should not you might have to face some hardship maybe it's time to face some hardship when we're losing our freedom and tyranny is encroaching from all angles that's the right thing to do if you don't have the courage and the willpower and the tenacity to do it and endure whatever hardship may come then maybe you're just a bad person that's it that's what you need to hear that's the truth and then then maybe it is true i'm not good enough if that's one of the reasons you haven't started maybe you're not good you got to tell yourself the truth and if you want to help the dynamic and you want to be good enough to do it then you got to start doing it no matter what you may lose see it was never said since day one of what on earth is happening this will be perfectly easy and require no sacrifice never said it can't find me a spot where i ever said it since day one because i never said it but i did say the truth would be simple it's not obfuscated it's not complex it is obfuscated in our world but once we develop the eyes and ears to see and hear it it's it's not really hidden it's out there it's always out there it always has been it always will be it's just we have too much chatter going on saying i'm not good enough i'm not smart enough i don't have the skills i don't know how to do that i'm afraid of losing this or that shadow work shut the up listen to the voice of truth start undoing the lies inside of yourself first it it's not never was promised would it be easy it's hard work that's why it's called shadow work that's why this is called the one great work it's not called the easy answer that you're going to get everything you want just because you say you want it that's not how reality works and people still can't grasp this how much damage has been done to them through religion through government through media through mind control through the new age movement is one of the worst the worst offenders telling people that this work is telling people spirituality is something that it is not and and keeping real spirituality hidden away from them oh special places in hellish torment reserved for people whose souls went down that path of lying new ageism i i just i i just find that that is one of the most detrimental things that has ever been done i think maybe we need to revisit new age again new age revisit it again you know let's do a presentation on that because i still think that's not understood well enough and it's creeping back into society over and over again and people buying into it i see it all the time so fears about worldly attachments is the third category okay and again approximately in order this is how many people offer these fear factors or suggestions or excuses i should say about why they haven't begun let's look at the fourth category it is fears about not having the necessary resources to begin teaching this type of stuff so i don't have whatever resources are required time i don't have the time to do it i'm too busy i just told you the people that organized and spoke at the funnel conference they all have full-time jobs they do this in the time that they find that they can spare and still did a great job everybody can make time you know you make time to sit and watch any entertainment you might need to give that up for a while you know it's again just making the excuse that you don't have the time doesn't mean it's true you know you have to force yourself to make the time i don't have the money well could this one could be true it could not be true maybe you spend money on frivolous and entertainment and you could curb that and you could use it for this maybe you really don't have the money maybe you are destitute or poor and that's okay you could do it on a very very very cheap budget there are ways of doing it that way you know you could record into your phone audio only take the mp3 and upload it to a free service it exists it's out there you know equipment like i said that is a concern you might need to buy a computer setup that's like three four thousand dollars you could probably get away with it for much less as well you could get do it on the cheap for you know maybe fifteen hundred the point is you may not have the money or the equipment everybody's got a black slab i can almost guarantee that is that really the way to do it no it's not the right way to do it can you do it can you muddle through that way it's possible you know if you're the only production value you're going to have is recording your voice or recording your image and then hitting upload can you do it on a phone sure it's not the optimal way of doing it let's say i try to teach people a more optimal way of doing these types of things and how to become the true media so um it may be true that that's all you could afford right now well then you save up and you build upon it as you go but it's still not an excuse for not beginning none of these things hold water they're all excuses no matter how much you want to say one of them may be true or not there are excuses that we give to ourself they're all fear-based everyone is based in fear it's a i can't i don't i don't know how etc so forth i'm not blank enough all based in fear all easily i shouldn't even say the word easily all definitively capable to be transmuted transcended overcome powered through none of them make it impossible some of them could present stumbling blocks or roadblocks yes if you believe that's a reason permanently staying stagnant and not beginning you're lying to yourself but you'd have to start somewhere you have to begin at a specific place where you have this knowledge you have this capability you know how to do this then you build as you go you don't stay stagnant in those capabilities you build on those capabilities so you could do more did i know how to create the one great work network when i started my audio podcast back in 2010 no could not have done it then did not have the knowledge did i start doing something then yes did i build upon my skill sets as i progressed yes see part of it is motivation the top one a lot of people don't haven't developed the willpower and the motivation and that's important you have to work on that that's part of the first part of the great work work upon yourself characteristics so you could then develop motivation and drive and not take no for an answer persistence it's part of what we cover in how to become the true media are you gonna try to do something and fail oh yeah you're gonna fail a lot and you're gonna learn from the failures do you think i didn't fail over and over and over and over and over and over and over again how many times do i learn the wrong way of doing something before i finally learned the right way to do it thousands of times and that's the problem people have been taught again i said this last week most people the reason they don't begin is they've been taught a couple of things early on in childhood probably by their parents but maybe by friends of the family siblings who knows they've been taught if you fail that doing it don't try again you'll just fail again and that puts that whatever you want to call it that negative thought form that engram that psychological fear factor in i shouldn't be persistent i shouldn't try again and again and again until i get it right see i can honestly say and i didn't have the i i had a good upbringing not that my family was conscious and opposed government in all of its forms and understood the inherent immorality of the the nature of the system that we are embedded in but i had a good enough upbringing that people around me didn't tell me stop don't try and they didn't tell me i wouldn't be capable of doing something and maybe that does have a lot to do with what drives my personality because i don't have the thought in my mind almost ever i can't do this when i begin something i immediately from the get-go know that it is possible and it is going to be a a proportion or a relationship of how hard i work at it whether i can make it manifest or not and this is the real laws of manifestation you know you can't believe that i just have to think about something feel a certain way about it and then it happens for me you achieve it by working hard at it failing possibly over and over again until you eventually get it right and then it manifests and i get frustrated i say to people every single thing that i do i have to power through and it's got to be a war it's got to be a war it can't ever be easy it can't ever and you know it's because of a lot of other people's incompetence that that happens i'm going to talk a lot about that when i do shows on software and software development how many problems there are in the tech world that don't need to be there if other people would take pride in their work and their accomplishments and take their time and focus instead of rushing things to market but money is the big motivational factor not great accomplishment right they don't want to take the time to learn how to do new things because they're only focused on the resources aspect when if they focus on the principles the resources will come in return see that's why i support developers who i know are doing great things and developers who aren't doing great things in my mind i will never support no matter what you know i'll choose where i want to put my resources when it comes to what software i will or will not buy i'm going to talk a lot about software i really have to really get into the topic of software when it comes to this because that is one of the most important things i'm starting to work with some developers actually just as an independent personal project to uh try to advance some of these ideas and possibly create some good things in the freedom community and for the freedom community not ready to speak about that in any public capacity because it's just getting underway but i think more developers have to come into this type of a mindset that's why i'm going to present something called the satanic mindset of software developers and how they can come out of it how they can escape the satanic mindset because if we have people creating tools for people in the freedom movement i mean specifically for that then look out things are going to become move forward faster and be easier for people to do again i didn't you know have the resources to do something like this i didn't have the um the knowledge or the skills and it's something you build and develop over time if you're doing the right things in the world it will come that's the real law of attraction i don't ask you to believe me before we move to column number two all i ask is that you do it and see if it's true that's the best way of proving or disproving anything that's how real science works as a matter of fact you know you publish your results and you get other people to attempt to repeat the the processes that you did then they could determine for themselves whether it's true or not that's real science i've never asked anybody to believe anything this is a scientific methodology it always has been and it always will be you can prove it for yourself can and will are two different things will you prove it to yourself the only way you can do that is by doing it you have to do not sit and think not be just an internal skeptic not wanna um criticize just do it and then you'll see whether it holds true weather if you did the right thing what you needed came to you and guess what almost every single solitary human being that has ever done those right things in the world has come back and said what i needed came to me just at the time i needed it just at the proportions that i needed almost everyone sometimes it doesn't work out and it is more likely than not due to some failure on the part of the person doing it or them doing other shady or immoral things so enough of the cons okay these are the the fear factors that hold us back from beginning now let's look at some of the profound truths about why we already know what we have to do just like the false choice in the matrix between the blue pill and the red pill the false which represent allegorically you know i i see some people you know don't even understand what the the pill allegory symbolically means how anybody has not watched the movie the matrix it has come to my attention some people don't understand this yet in the year 2022 the red pill versus the blue pill right or as i talked about last week the gold pill versus the black pill that one some people might not get the cultural references that came out of the matrix as a result but the red pill and blue pill are allegorical symbols meaning are you going to accept the truth or are you going to continue to accept the lie the illusion the story which is the blue pill the red pill represents the truth telling yourself the truth accepting the truth learning the truth about the world the blue pill represents i'm going to stay in fantasy world i'm going to stay in a delusional state i'm going to stay in dreamland and not accept the truth i'm going to believe what whatever is comfortable for me to believe then the gold pill and blackpool blackpill are allegories about are you a doom individual that believes nothing of any of our effort can ever help people or do you try the black pill means you're not even going to get involved because your your your world view is too poisoned and you're you're too in the state of no effort will ever achieve any level of betterment and i still don't believe that i flirt with that idea because of how stupid people are still to this day how ignorant they are and unmotivated they remain but i don't ultimately believe that that is the nature of the the world that we live in i think that that's a choice otherwise i wouldn't be saying anything right now and i'd be black-pilled right i urge people to take the gold pill which is understand that we're in a dark dreary condition but with enough effort effort being the key word it can be changed but that effort is going to require a colossal amount of work okay and that's what we're going to conclude talking about effort what it work that's what effort is and represents and we just have to stop lying to ourselves about what we are really doing and make the effort these cons on the left-hand side of this slide fear-based excuses they're not going to contribute to the betterment of the human condition so let's look at the left side the pros which again i urge people to look at these after you've looked at the negative aspects do the negative first because when you list the pros right and you might have different ones you might have you might have completely different ones than even what i've listed here generally i find that they fit into these four categories right even with the pros you may have completely different reasons for why you know you need to start to go back to the allegory i was saying it's an illusion of choice we already know what we need to do we know we need to start the great work we know that the pros are true and the cons are false fear-based illusions we already know this right so we already know what we have to do we have to accept the pros here which are the love-based truths telling me why i should begin doing the great work we have to accept these truths as inherent self-evident truths and get to work and like i said in your doing this don't just take my breakdown here right this isn't these are examples of shadow work results that i acquired through asking people these questions right saying have you begun in your awareness and your knowledge first understanding they have that awareness and knowledge they know what's going on in general have you begun teaching other people and when they said no and i asked why these are reasons they gave i categorize their reasons and there are many many many others but these are the main ones the most frequently answered reasons excuses fear-based psychological factors on the right it's the same thing there's many many many other answers that we could give for why and the people have give when i said why do you think you should start these are answers that other people gave okay and then they're hearing whoa look at the profound truth that i just said about what's going to happen if i do do the great work and look at comparing it to what i just said about why i'm not doing it and then i get people to say do me a favor just look at what you just wrote down or repeat what you just answered to me and they go wow what a artist i am that's what people have said to me you know some people some people stay firm to it they they'll they'll double down triple down quadruple down there they're something horrifically traumatic happen that they can't let go of right and they're afraid of losing something or they're afraid of other attachments that they have it's all fear-based still but it might take more self-work first to let go of that trauma but in the in the pro column we're going to build out all the reasons why we already know why we should begin and again i found that they break down into four general answers that people give okay so here we go they know that doing the great work is a requirement for freedom many people have said that i know that i should begin because without more people doing this we're not going to get the job done we're not going to become free so they understand intuitively at an intuitive level of understanding this is one of the requirements for freedom our world needs more voices speaking the truth my public work will help to awaken others and in doing so contribute to the effort to end human slavery listen to the profound nature of this set of statements in the right hand column which is the paramount reason this is this is like equal at uh you know with i'm not blank enough about your personal makeup the lies we tell ourselves about ourself this is the power you can step into okay the great work meaning reaching out to others with this information is a requirement for human freedom our world needs more voices speaking the truth doing the great work my public work and that doesn't mean mark passions it means yours the person answering these questions okay we're filling in these reasons why you should begin or what's stopping you from beginning my public work will help to awaken other people and in doing so contribute to the efforts the trying to end human slavery on earth there can't be any more profound reason for beginning because that is the actual purpose that the people of this planet came here for that's our life goal that's our life purpose that's why we manifested here at this time whether you understand that or not you didn't manifest here to be a professional boxer or mixed martial art uh you know uh fighter right you didn't manifest here to play a child's game in the super bowl right you didn't manifest here to throw a ball through a hoop you manifested here to end human slavery on this planet whether you know it or not whatever happened in your life either put you on that mission and you're doing it or it took you off that mission and you forgot it in your ancestral memory and you're not doing it you're off course you're off mission but first of all just look at everything on the left-hand column and compare it to that one thing and you should be laughing hysterically about every single thing on the left-hand column if you're being honest with yourself and here's the big if capital i capital f if you consider yourself a good and just person let me say that again on unequivocally if you look at what's already here on the screen right now all the excuses that can be given for not starting doing the great work on the left hand column and then even this first one thing that i've put on the right hand column for the pros about why we already should know we should be beginning doing the great work and should have already begun okay if you don't laugh hilariously at the things on the left as stories like oh my god i'm the i'm a bullshitter to that degree that i'm telling myself this garbage here on the left and laughing at it as you know uh dudley uh not dudley um uh the the other young hero who's friends with harry potter can't remember his name who laughs at professor snape and his grandmother's underwear right if you're not laughing at this left-hand column already like snape standing there in an old grandma's underwear you don't get it you don't get ridiculous you don't get how ridiculous the fears are okay and that means you need to do more shadow work because i i should just put the first answer that people give and that should be it shouldn't need any more but let's look at some other truth based and love-based truths right truth-based understandings love based truths about why we should all begin doing the great work as long as we're in a position where can you organize your thoughts can you speak like a normal human being okay you don't have some mental retardation condition physically in an actual point of reality right i'm not asking all the people who are afflicted with some condition that has slowed them to to do the great work right i'm not saying that like put putting that down i it's a it's a terrible affliction and i'm saying i wouldn't expect people like that if you're like like your body is so broken that like you're in traction and you're an enormous suffering every day i get there's going to be people who are in this state i get it most human beings are able-minded and able-bodied in general right we could all have little conflicts and things that we have to work out psychologically and bodily i get it almost every human being is in the category where you can speak you could think pretty much normally especially if you come to understand this and say that it's true and your body functions to the extent that you're not so bodily afflicted or afflicted with some birth condition that you physically cannot even pick up a phone and speak into it let's be realistic most people aren't in those states those conditions they're able-minded to the extent that they can speak and they're able-bodied to the extent that they could do the the very basic minimum okay and that's what i'm saying we don't need to start anywhere beyond that you start there it doesn't have to be perfect you don't need to be the totality of an expert you start from where you're at and you build upon it the thing is is to get over your fears of starting it that's what the shadow work will help you to do so let's look at let's strengthen this list here on the right if it even needs any more strengthening and look at what some of the other things that could come about as a result of people doing the one great work my effort will inspire others to become involved my work may inspire others to speak out who in turn may awaken more individuals you might awaken the next person that's going to do things above and beyond what i've done and it might be your influence that dude does that if the person didn't say to me what are you doing with all your knowledge you're a living goddamn library of knowledge and you've done nothing with it what makes you think you have a right to sit on all that knowledge if that woman wouldn't have done that in the state of virginia what on earth is happening may never have manifested i may still be sitting on my lazy ass and not starting doing the true one great work but that person put that thought in my mind so much that i could barely sleep after it was said to me and i'm like oh my god i'm not doing the right thing i'm sitting on all of this thinking like that i should just accumulate it just so i know it what even made me think i had the right to do that she was absolutely right and what she said she made me do more shadow work laying at night going through the thoughts of why i'm not doing that was my shadow work for beginning what on earth is happening so your shadow work doesn't end you know you could still identify things that are holding you back in many ways and then work upon them to improve them identification confrontation and then you work to transmute or transcend identification confrontation transmutation transcendence that's it that's the steps of shadow work and it's hard work you have to look at all the pros and cons and then you got to realize these things that are holding me back are all fear-based illusions and i'm no i'm it's not benefiting me to stay there it's it's a detriment that's holding me back i don't need this baggage is there always going to be some more baggage coming your way yeah sure but as you do the shadow work you lighten it you lighten that load and again that's why writing it down helps to make it right write it in order to write it let's look at number three so who knows who you're going to inspire you could inspire you know somebody like i said that for makes people go who's mark pacio you know and i'd rather have that i don't want to be the the tip of this spear i don't want to be the person at the forefront of explaining morality and natural law to human beings unfortunately that's what has happened i'd rather be a footnote in that equation in that paragraph you know who knows who you will inspire first of all i look at it like i'm not saying this to brag or anything like that i help to inspire the funnel conference i don't even need to be a part of it right i don't even need more work to to have to make more presentations for conference i have enough going on too not not saying that you know if people invite me for stuff that i might take them up on or or might not i might be too busy who knows neither here nor there what i'm saying is i am sort of proud that my work helped to inspire that work that could go on to become something absolutely incredibly awakening for the world and it's awesome once again it doesn't require me my presence i'm helping to to back it to promote it etc right just to back it by saying you need to be aware of this these people are doing great work that not financially i'm talking about like you know uh giving them the encouragement and helping to promote it to make people aware that that event is taking place who knows what that will go on to become who knows who might get awakened by speakers from the funnel conference or the seed conference etc if what i've put out into the world can help inspire works like that then that is part of accomplishment that is part of success you know that does not need to involve me at all once again i don't need to be the center stage of any of this you know you don't even need to tell people about my work as long as you're out there telling them about what's going on and objective morality and natural law some people will give me credit some people won't i don't care either way it's nice for people to acknowledge everybody likes that as a human being that has an ego right but not required you don't want to put them on to me or you think your way of doing it is much better but you learned it from me wonderful go out there and influence others they don't even need to hear the name mark pascio all right just wanted to say that next again these were all things that people had said to me over the years doing this social experiment they said if i consider myself a good person i know that this is something i have to do i reword it here to say it's not even a choice to keep it consistent with the matrix allegory it's a false choice but what they said is if i consider myself a good person i i kind of already know this is what i should be doing that's how many people worded it and that's true this should be a no-brainer shouldn't even be a choice to stay silent during tyrannical times is to be complicit with evil i just let that one bang around in the old noggin for a few hours to stay silent during tyrannical times is to be complicit with evil to stay silent during tyrannical times is to be complicit with evil sit with that thought in front of the mirror for a while everyone who hasn't begun everyone who doesn't have any public work of your own everyone who could type their name into a search engine in double quotes and get no results back regarding the great work you know i'm just saying i'm just saying that's your karmic debt that that's not on me that's that one's not on me that one's on you so look at what we've built on on the right hand column already if you don't think it washes away all the stuff on the left like a tidal wave i you probably haven't been paying attention since show number one or at least it hasn't sunk in through the ego yet then all i can say is your ego and whatever unresolved trauma you have that you won't work through is holding you back and you don't really understand what has been taught on what on earth is happening since episode one maybe you should go back and listen all the way through again from episode one maybe you should sit in front of the mirror more time every day until it sinks in see because doing this is what i've been asking for from day one i've not been asking anybody to listen to me or prop me up as a guru you can't find the place where it was asked because those words were never spoken from my mouth all i've been asking for is helping getting the word out by you propagating the ideas that's it so let's read this one again because it's very powerful if i consider myself a good person and see that's part of not lying to yourself are you a capital g capital p good person well then part of that involves doing the great work and reaching out to others to help them be aware of what's going on on our planet if you're not doing that i don't think that anybody can truly consider themselves capital g good you do a lot of good things small g right the small g the capital g the big g is what i'm talking about here of being a good person if i consider myself a good person doing the one great work isn't even a choice to stay silent during tyrannical times is to be complicit with evil the case is strengthened even more in the pro column let's look at the fourth and final category and again i reworded these a bit from the way people generally spoke them to me or wrote them to me but again four major categories that everything went in why do you know you have to do it but you haven't well i know i consider myself a good person but i haven't spoken out against this evil yet and so i'm rewording it into this if i consider myself a good person this shouldn't even be a choice to stay silent during tyranny is evil so people generally worded it to me in such so many terms and i'm writing out a sentence here that encapsulates it okay into four major categories of prose of the love-based answers of what we already know we have to do if for no other reason it is simply the morally right thing to do and that came back i know it's the right thing to do i know it's the right thing to do if i consider myself a good person i have to do it my efforts may awaken other people maybe even other very great people who go on to do great things and inspire many many others and bring this to many many people in humanity and start to turn the tide on a larger level and of course it's a requirement for freedom if you say you want something and you're not working toward it practically in the real world do you really want it or are you telling yourself a story have you bought into new ageism's that all i have to do is want it bad enough and it will eventually manifest which is total new age freedom has requirements for manifesting it doesn't just manifest magically the great work of helping to teach others is part of the manifested uh as part of the requirements which will manifest freedom and so doing that work publicly will help other people to awaken and then you're advancing the effort you're advancing the cause and that's what we need folks we need people who aren't there to complain aren't there to point out the flaws of others aren't there to pick apart minutia aren't there to divide act as a divisive uh element that is there to disrupt and divide okay we need people who are out there to make a gen genuine effort not an excuse see the column on the right which is the love based truths are all there to tell you here's the effort that you need to make and why you need to make it all the things on the left hand column are the fear-based psychological factors that are excuses we don't need excuses there's a billion and one there's an endless stream an infinity of excuses excuses aren't going to change the state of humanity for the better only effort will and this is why the rosicrucian dictum is one word try try if you've made a true effort you could say you've really tried with your whole heart mind and soul then that's all that can be expected of you and i have been trying not just trying doing making that actual effort i think the least that people can do even in a supportive capacity of that effort is add your voice to the choir add your voice to those who are speaking the truth because the voice of the lie is speaking non-stop constantly and the voice of the truth is weak at this point is not strong enough and cannot overcome the voice of the lie as yet not saying that it's impossible but not with the effort that has been made thus far a much greater effort needs to be made and excuses need to be stopped being made we have to stop making the excuses and we need to start acting in the true right moral capacity and making an effort to do the great work so with that being said that is the conclusion of part two of shadow work exposing the psychological fear factors that stop us from beginning right now what i would like to do is i'll do a couple other housekeeping announcements then we're going to go to your calls on the discord platform what on earth is happening dot com slash discord or slash show will get you into the discord server i i'm going to just make it a habit i'm not going to call on people who don't use their actual name i want a human being's name to call on i don't care if you consider this you know uh your given birth name as like some slave name or legal name i don't really care i want a name to call you on i'm not gonna call you uh you know uh you know cinnamon swirl uh puff boots or whatever the dumb name you want to call yourself you know i i think it's childish and stupid uh dumb handles on the internet um you know if you want to have a handle that's one thing but you're on a private server right now um i'm going to call on people who use their real name from now on on the call-ins so just saying that to let people know why i won't call on certain people and again that's part of courage that's part of just coming out and being who you are you know you don't agree with it i don't give a go get your own show and do it how you want um just a reminder that the ark drive offer of arc 2.0 the amazing repository of knowledge is still available and going strong i'm actually shipping six arcs out of here tomorrow that arrived over the weekend like very happy that people are taking me up on this offer of a tremendous body of knowledge in the form of 26 000 audio files over 9500 books and over 3400 videos this is uh the information that helped me to awaken and that informs a lot of the work that i do here on what on earth is happening of course not everything on the ark is true uh it is an eclectic gathering of material from a huge wide array of sources by mining the repository of knowledge on our planet called the internet for some of its uh jewels and i put it together on a two terabyte drive that you send to me you buy the drive send it to me i fill it up and send it back to you it's pretty much that simple for more information on the arc there are stringent shipping requirements which are there for twofold reasons first of all give you the url where you can get the document for shipping instructions what on earth is happening dot com slash arc or just click the arc button or the menu item on what one earth is happening dot com you'll get a pdf after you fill in the form that gives you the shipping instructions which are rigid they are rigid okay there's a reason for this i'm not going to get into all of them but i'm just going to briefly tell you the reasons that the shipping instructions are this rigid is one i've gotten people send things in all kinds of different ways and formats and then things arrive broken they either arrive to me broken or busted or they arrive back to you broken or busted okay i don't want your property broken or busted i want it to come to me in good shape i want it to leave here in good shape i want it to get back to you in good shape not that hard to understand right these shipping instructions help to accomplish that and when they're followed correctly nobody's stuff gets broken real simple okay it's for your property i respect people's property even if you don't i do i respect property because i know that all rights are property rights and property is an extension of the human being so this is an extension of yourself that you're sending over to me i fill it up make it a little bit better send it back to you i don't want it busted on the way in either direction not hard to understand and yet still some people don't get it number two i have to run it like a a quickly repeating process like a factory i have to i can't do a million different things for a million different people it has to be standardized because i'm too busy to do it any other way if you are communicating with a hundred people in a week you wouldn't want to have to say this person's going out by fedex that's going out dhl ups mail uh his he he he need i need to email him for a label this person uh screwed it up and that's broke and i got to get back to them about that broken piece of property you i can't have that i will get nothing done do you understand it's like me and a couple other people who come here who don't really have a lot of technical skills who help me with physical stuff and some technical stuff okay it's largely me here most of the week myself doing this stuff i have to make it a streamlined process i can't do ten thousand different methods for ten thousand different people it has to be standardized and it has to be standardized in the way that is easiest for me for me because i'm the one dealing with hundreds you're not the one dealing with hundreds you're the one dealing with one so if you accept my offer for the knowledge on the ark you must accept my terms for the offer and the terms is you just gotta pack it the way i tell you to pack it because i don't want a million different ways of doing things that lead to a million different problems the the shipping instructions came out of how many ways people did that ended up being up and breaking their merchandise or having it be lost so each thing successively that i learned this is a problem and they shouldn't do it i put in the instructions don't do this it creates a problem if you do it this way there's no problem and it gets to me nice and smooth boom a couple hours the date is on it next day right to the shipping office that's how i work with these things and it has to be standardized that should be clearly understood up here in the old noggin by anybody going up to the arc page so just follow my instructions and make it easy for me i 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let's go to hopefully everybody is hearing me okay check one two all right all right uh right off the bat let's go to one of the main organizers of the um funnel conference the freedom under natural law conference will keller welcome the water on earth is happening my friend phenomenal job at uh freedom under natural law conference oh it was it was phenomenal mark it was a full success on the server end if you could just go ahead and um unmute yourself can you hear me i'm not hearing you let me see can you hear me now i'm seeing that you're speaking but unfortunately it's not unmuting give me a moment and let me try to troubleshoot this real quick well look if we can't take calls uh i'll do a whole call-in show next week and probably will do that anyway because we're rapidly running out of time but just give me a moment and i will attempt to troubleshoot this real quick i'm going to quit my discord app and relaunch it and see if that helps with the audio connection here sometimes if it sits idle for a long time audio stops working properly i have good hardware connections let me come back into the room now all right will are you there yes i am can you hear me still not hearing you i'm gonna go to someone else and see if it's just a problem on will's end um let's go to all right let's go to chad chad you're live on what on earth is happening are you there hey can you hear me i'm getting nothing saying it volumes all the way up hello hello i think i'm unmuted but i don't know what's going on chad can you hear me can you hear me you will i can hear you it's on i think it's on mark's hand he can't hear us yeah bummer looks like uh their voice is coming through on the air um i think but i'm not hearing it through my headset so it could be a discord setting give me a moment to correct it and i did check this but apparently it did not respect my setting give me a second here check one two check one two will say something again testing testing yeah you're coming through to over the air but i can't hear you which is very odd that this has never occurred before so got it i'm being told that people can hear the callers but that's not going to do much good since we can't speak to each other so it seems to be a problem with my actual headset so let me try to correct it one more way you know this is technical problems constantly but let's see now let's give it one more shot we'll go ahead say something okay i can hear you let's see uh let's see if it's coming out over the air say something again not going out over the air now so i've corrected it but i um now you're not going out over the air give me a moment you still there yes as soon as you go out over the air i can't hear you it's very odd this has never happened before so i think maybe we have to abandon calls and um you just do that next week so let's see cool the other thing i could try to do is maybe just reboot this machine and see if it comes back up um let me try something different hold on check one two check one two yeah i think i found it here hold on i say something again testing testing one two three i fixed the problem it was an output problem in a piece of audio routing software that i use to uh to get uh sound from the computer to go out over uh ndi um so fixed it and got it now we're good to have a conversation so excellent i just want to say uh the funnel conference was great i watched it all day yesterday pretty much beginning to end and today i uh watched as i set up for my show and i think uh everybody who presented was great and your organizational efforts were great in the way that you uh you know uh conducted everything couldn't have asked for anything better i think all uh presenters also did a great job in explaining natural law and the problems of our world and that's to me the epitome of what the great work is all about so i want to commend you and everyone else involved thank you very much mark and you are a huge inspiration the seed conference inspired us too and i'm really proud of all the presenters you know some some of these guys were and gals were doing presentations for the first time and there were there were issues but everyone just persisted and executed perfectly and um it went off without a hitch and um what you said in your your show today about inspiration i see that definitely as the great work we inspire ourselves to empower ourselves but we inspire others and that creates the ripple effect without a doubt i mean who knows who was watching that and may be one of the next great teachers of natural law in our world you know it's like that's why we do this to inspire others to also take action taking action is the is the path through this uh times of time of tyranny that we're living in and um uh that you guys are a perfect example of taking right action in the world so uh thank you uh for hosting that great event and being involved in uh you know the technical execution of it and speaking at it now let me ask you this question question um regarding shadow work right what kind of questions did you pose to yourself perhaps before you began doing this type of work because how long have you been involved in doing the great work you yourself um about seven years okay and how did you begin what was the way that you started it i i started coming into this information um pretty hot out the gate with uh uh with falling into drug addiction um it almost felt like it came out of nowhere and i had to force myself it just got so bad i couldn't stand looking at myself in the mirror and then finally i made the conscious choice to make that decision to look in the mirror and ask myself the deep questions why how did i get here why am i here and just ask those basic questions and start digging myself out of the hole and what would you say you were telling yourself about previous to that point about why you hadn't yet begun if you want to share that information i guess just to preface if any of that is too personal for anybody just say you know i don't really want to share that but in your own mental dialogue what were you saying to yourself before you began what were the types of things that uh you know you might have been saying or rationalizing with yourself that were holding you back from starting i would say actually applying it to yourself um and i i kind of see this it's an excuse where you know that can't affect me or i'm not like that um and until you you find yourself into a bad situation and that's where i really started digging deep into knowledge and understanding is from those dark days right and that forced me to do shadow work and from coming out of those dark days that's when i was really diving in um to knowledge of natural law your work and um and getting a deep understanding and since i already kind of started doing the shadow work i was i was applying all information to myself and asking myself what do i believe why am i holding these these belief systems and and just kind of knocking them down off the list and you know it's a continual process shadow works lifelong that's right in my opinion without a doubt no doubt about that so that's uh that's a pretty good uh explanation of what got you to begin um how much was technology a factor in uh you know your hesitation before starting doing this because um i think you mentioned to me before that you did not really want to get involved too much in technology but when i see what you've been capable of as far as learning uh you know how this works on the technological end you've handled it splendidly so can you speak to uh technological misgivings or you know uh fears regarding doing that yeah yeah oh absolutely i i was on the um i was on the you know i wanted to go homestead in the woods um i was in a fear-based mentality of the world can't change what can i do about it and i stayed there for you know a couple years until i i did more shadow work and made the cautious decision to get on the battlefield and that has to be through technology i had a little bit of technology background but i also through the shadow work i i gained a deep understanding of my characteristics and my attributes and when i want to do something and put my mind to it i focus on it and accomplish it awesome well i'm glad that you did do that shadow work and work through uh that uh hesitation that you initially had regarding technology and because i i consider you yourself i consider you to be one of the people who are setting examples for others in the doing of the great work uh and you know the whole natural freedom alliance uh what uh you guys have accomplished with this conference is uh nothing short of amazing so keep up the great work uh thank you for what all of you guys are doing i wanna i'll probably send a quick note to actually uh just about everybody involved in the conference later this evening to say what a great job you guys did through discord i'll probably do that and uh just keep it up and um um let me just ask you one more thing um did the how to become the true media seminar help at all with um you moving forward in your technological know-how and kind of allay you know some of those fears that you initially had regarding it absolutely yeah no i i did the how to be the true media that my second year and you're one of the people one of the few people who have taken it both years so if you could speak to that a little bit oh yeah for sure i i learned a vast amount even the second time around and in our group for the funnel conference um four of us or three of us are on the network and then everyone else a total of nine people they have taken your class so your class has inspired them and helped them work through some of the technical issues that they had or even you know starting a keynote presentation and doing those the fundamentals and um and and to me as far as on my side the basics and the foundation of tech is where it has to start file systems uh extensions i mean you got to know you got to know your computer and know the operating system that's right and um and i learned a vast amount of that on even on the second year which increased my workflow awesome i just want to also say that i think that um uh the two women who are currently not on the one great work network leslie and vienne did such a great job that i'm certainly going to invite them onto the network if maybe uh you could provide contact information for them i'd like to send them an official invite to the network because i think that their presentations were both fantastic and uh you know we absolutely could always use more women speaking out on these topics and um you know i think that they did such a great job that i'd like to extend them that offer that's fantastic absolutely i'll definitely send you that contact that's amazing awesome will thanks again ladies and gentlemen will keller one great work network uh also um you know one of the conference organizers of the freedom under natural law conference freedom under natural law dot com natural freedom alliance uh thank you will for your your work thanks for calling into the show thanks mark i appreciate you got it buddy thank you all right bye-bye all right well see folks this also demonstrates one of the main tenets of how to become the true media persistence never give up don't accept it oh there's just a problem yeah okay there was another problem in my setup okay here's what happened i identified it right identify confront trans transcend okay i had to move my headset to the left-hand side of the computer ports on my macbook pro because i moved some networking equipment around and now i'm plugging my network cable into the other side so for some reason the software sees it as a damn different device here's the thing should changing a port change the recognition of a device i don't think it should but some developers see it that way and it's the same exact hardware right but i plugged it in somewhere different and now it's being not seen seen as the same device so when i plug it into discord and try to get feedback from discord through the headset it's saying that's not the same device now whether that's discord whether it's my routing software i don't know right i'm not a developer but this is the problem with software you know it's not quite up to par and it does things that aren't rational that aren't logical should i think i need to set a new output a different output when it's the same hardware same hardware right i'm just plugging it into a different port it's like taking it out of one usb port plugging it into a second right next to it usb port does that make it register as a different piece of hardware in the operating system it should not but unfortunately developers write things like this then i'm thinking oh what did i do wrong i didn't really do anything wrong but i have to take it out of my setup for routing audio to the other computer and re-add it as a different device because it's on a different port stupid right not really an error on my part it's how someone stupidly programmed something because they don't think things through all the way when developers put things together they make a lot of errors in judgment they make a lot of mistakes they do things and don't think them all the way through and then they want to say it's always user error no it's not a lot of times things just aren't programmed right and more and more developers are not in the mindset of the present moment and therefore they make more and more mistakes and it makes people's job who do things like this harder going to talk a lot about that in coming weeks for now that's all the time we have on what on earth is happening next week we're going to do an all-calling show about shadow work and i'm going to take your suggestions about the techniques of shadow work how to do it and how to inspire other people you don't have enough time to take part that's coming at you next week on what on earth is happening that's all for this week folks remember government is slavery we'll see you right here